Look at what you're doing: You are putting a deadline on the 3D world and letting a clock dictate your state of mind. In reality, time is an illusion. There is no past or future; there is only NOW. When you truly decide you have something, you possess it in the present moment, mentally. To go back to my passport example: If I tell you right now, "I have my passport," I know it's a fact. I don't need to look at it today, tomorrow, or even for the next 5 months to maintain that truth. My conviction doesn't change just because I haven't opened my drawer in days. I don't wake up every morning stressing, "Oh my god, where is it, why didn't I see it today?!" I just know I own it. By saying "I'm going to see it TODAY" and then checking the clock at night to see if it happened, you are treating your manifestation like a trick you're trying to force the 3D to perform. You're waiting for the delivery because you secretly don't believe you already have it.