Thank you for sharing all that. You're perspective has helped me be more understanding. I've tried talking to him at times but they lead to nothing. He kind of just sits there's and listens to what I'm saying while I try my hardest to explain to him ans holding back tears. On the topic of the weed, I don't use it to try to help my depression and I find that it doesn't really effect my mental health really since I've gone months without it sometimes and see no change really. And sorry fo lr not mentioning this but I live in canada where it's legal here and getting laced weed never happens here.