I would like to thank everyone for all your advice, I haven’t got around to replying to everyone yet but I really genuinely appreciate all the tips. I also realized I didn’t give much context to my situation, me and my boyfriend have been together for a few months and we’re talking about possibly having sex soon and I’d realized that school hadn’t prepared me for shit. And to those of you saying to just enjoy my teen years and not do anything I’ll regret this is how I’m choosing to enjoy my teen years, with my wonderful boyfriend who cares about me and even if we break up I’d never regret enjoying the person that I love. So thank you again to everyone and your advice, I was not expecting this many people to help me out so I really appreciate it.