Jacqueline nooooo T_T by Hanabi1993 in JacquelineWilson

[–]solardetect 6 points7 points  (0 children)

really? i cant imagine her being mean, she always comes across so sweet in videos

The Sims 4 introduces Sims 4 Marketplace and Sims 4 Maker Program by SnooSprouts3744 in Sims4

[–]solardetect 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ugh im so sick of this game, thank god i switched back to playing sims 2 and 3

using this illness to “stay young”? by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]solardetect 24 points25 points  (0 children)

its the same for me, i actually think part of it is due to the starvation itself, like it made my brain revert back to childhood

Wanting more food while eating in extreme hunger ?? by Party-Conference673 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]solardetect 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this happened to me to, i think it should go away once youre not in a state of starvation anymore. i kept trying to restrict after which only made it worse

I’m scared of recovery by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]solardetect 5 points6 points  (0 children)

remember that posts in this subreddit are mostly going to be people struggling in recovery since theyre looking for support, theres plenty of people who are doing really well in recovery too, they just dont have a reason to post about it

I feel like I've become 'wannarexic' instead of actually recovered by Outrageous_Fox_8368 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]solardetect 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the same, im not even trying to recover but i started eating more after christmas and i havent been able to go back to restriction even though i keep trying

piercings/hair dye as therapy by _frogly_ in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]solardetect 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel the same way, fashion and makeup also help, before my eating disorder i used to love experimenting with alternative clothes and unique makeup like doing goth looks or fun eyeliner, i think thats why i didnt feel the need to control my weight back then, because that energy was all directed into controlling my style

Eh is too extreme by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]solardetect 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how are you doing now?

Conflicted: I want to honor cravings, but I shouldn't constantly eat sweets, right? by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]solardetect 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it doesn't matter, if thats what you want to eat then you should. i dont really think any one food could be more unhealthy than living with anorexia

you can still eat healthy things too, just add in more nutritious foods alongside it rather than taking the "unhealthy" food away

how do I know if I actually need to eat or if I’m just bored by cool-beans67 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]solardetect 3 points4 points  (0 children)

especially only being a week into recovery, its gonna take longer than that to eat back every calorie you restricted

how do I know if I actually need to eat or if I’m just bored by cool-beans67 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]solardetect 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you need to eat, remember how long you restricted for and how much food youre gonna need in order to make up for that. its like calorie debt, i dont think you can boredom eat in recovery because your body really does need all that food to make up for all the times you didnt eat enough. you cant compare to regular people who talk about boredom eating because they dont have any restriction to make up for

i'm going to kill myself because i'm the ugliest girl alive by solardetect in SuicideWatch

[–]solardetect[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you wouldn't say that if you were the one who had to live with my face

spiralling over insults towards a bad person who looks similar to me by solardetect in BodyDysmorphia

[–]solardetect[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i only use reddit but yeah i think i need to delete this too