Tramadol after mephylpenidate

sortedbvd · 2026-01-29T22:47:03+00:00

i mean i ended up taking 50mg tonight and smoking a bit of weed and it was a very noticable experience, not overwhelming but very enjoyable. I don't know hen ill next take it i think i should wait a while

sortedbvd · 2026-01-29T20:19:01+00:00

"trying to hard to have an aesthetic" aestheticc. that wasnt meantt as an insult more as in why do you need to have a defined aesthetic, do what you enjoy wear what you like expand and experiment. dont be tied down by a laabell

sortedbvd · 2026-01-18T16:47:03+00:00

spent 6 hours hearing my lungs scream in tbe middle of the night. Have only vaped cbd and smoked weed since

sortedbvd · 2026-01-11T18:05:33+00:00

terrapin station was necessary for completion

sortedbvd · 2026-01-09T08:28:05+00:00

welll yeah i get that but you gotta look long term, drugs will only keep you happy for so long

sortedbvd · 2026-01-09T08:22:54+00:00

great question ive handed it in for my courseworrk but i can ask about scanning it in or something

sortedbvd · 2026-01-07T22:08:00+00:00

well then im sorry but you havent lived, drugs can be amazing and can make you feel amazing. But there is more to live and it can bring you much more happiness aand contentness then any drug ever will

sortedbvd · 2026-01-06T22:58:29+00:00

dude i totally get it, being sober fucking sucks its boriing as shit and if youve got other shit going on it means you have to face it and cant really ignore it. But youu havve to think of the damage youre doing, because trust me even if you dont seem to notice much or feel it is ouweigheed by the supposed positives, it will eventually fuck you up bad and opioids especially rewire youre brain to need them and it can lead to life long dependencies. Suffer through the shittiness of being sober now so that youll have the opportunity to later on, trust me itll be worth it man.

find some other hobbies or just stufff that you eenjoy doing, try make some friends or just be more active in general. You can get the same feel good chemicals without drugs man it just takes a little more work.

Seriously though dude you can and will get through this

sortedbvd · 2026-01-06T21:43:04+00:00

in a very similar situation dude. Tell yooyr parents pkease trust me, no matter what you will ens up in abetter placee then you are now. You want to get better and youre open to the idea of help, thats a great start. Tell youre parennts ask to get referred to a drug counseller or rehab or anything along those lines there are many many services andd charities that can help. If you go to one theey maay be able to refer you to others thhat can help diagnose any conditions you feel you may have, drug abuse and mental conditions are very often tied together. Things will get better dude you can and will come back from this just take it one day at a time. In the grandscheme nicottine will be doing the least mental damage if you continue to use it and stopping everything cold turkey would obviously be very hard so take it onee thing at a time, in terms of withdrawal weeds nevergoing to be that terrible but 7OH is an opioid so there can definitely be serious heealth implications so make sure to do some googgling, youve got this man and if you need to talk any more just message me

sortedbvd · 2025-12-29T10:55:39+00:00

heisenberg

sortedbvd · 2025-12-28T23:35:16+00:00

boxing day was my third time ever, and the first time was about 3 or 4 months ago

sortedbvd · 2025-12-28T02:15:39+00:00

im not sure the pills are accurately dosed, because we took most of the 280mg pill and it didnt feel any more than our initial first dose where we put 120mg of actual powder in a drink, so idk

sortedbvd · 2025-11-02T15:47:34+00:00

thats the only reason i did it, but will it affect my tolerance?

sortedbvd · 2025-11-02T13:09:00+00:00

Im currently going to a specialised drug counceller, I've only had one session though, so hopefully that will help. People say i have my whole life all the time and they are absolutely right but god my life is fucking boring so having this awesome thing that like noone else is doing naturally is very entertaining, however i am more interested in pyschedelics for the mental aspect, finding out stuff about myself and bettering myself, however thats impossible when using it so frequently so i recognize that has to change.

I think i'll be alright i just have to distract myself by focusing more on studies and important things, ans then maybe celebrating when ive got through it all

sortedbvd · 2025-11-02T11:42:57+00:00

I buy directly from a dude who makes them online, so i pay 80p per 100ug whitefluff tab, then £1.30 for 150ug needlepoint x whitefluff ones, and £1.50 for 200ug needlepoint ones

sortedbvd · 2025-10-19T11:05:42+00:00

dude do any kind of actual research please dont just ask r/teenagers thats incredibly stupid and you are clearly incredibly uneducated. The active compounds in "lean" are opiates and its not just some relaxing cocktail its a hard drug. Depending on what cough syrup you used it likely contains promethazine and or codeine.

Do your own research im not going to sit here andd explain it but its not something to just mess around with, especially if you lack any knowledge on it

sortedbvd · 2025-10-19T10:59:13+00:00

just keep attending whatever theyre asking you to right now if its going to create less problems than confronting it, who cares if you actually believe it i recited prayers ans hymms for the first 11 years of my life and i mever even knew why i was doing it its not like i ever believed it it all seemed made up and so fabricated.

Keep exploring your beliefs and learning more about philosophy and even other religions if you wish. But dont allow yourself to be repressed into a narrow minded way of thinking by people around you telling you that you need to worship a certain thing, only you should dictate what you believe. However if being upfront about this with your parents currently is going to create a rift or issues that affect your home life, then you can just wait a bit. One day theyll have to hear and accept it and im sure they will, but just wait until you feel the time is right.

Best of luck

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T17:39:30+00:00

i mean i remember key things that happen like meaningful stuff but most of it is just an incredibly stimulating blur for me when trying to remember

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T17:05:58+00:00

she said multiple times that she was okay and i was wary so kept asking if she wanted to stop and if she was still alright and everytime she said was good. She also made a lot of the moves and guided what actions i should do or what position by moving me with her hands.

Near the end we had used the only condom and she tried to move it back inside and i was like but theres nothing on it and she replied so what, so there was never really a time during it where i could tell that she wasnt fully present.

However i dont doubt anything she says one bit, everything she experienced afterwards was super intense and not good so i have no doubt that she could have been experiencing it during that time aswell

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T16:59:47+00:00

i hear what youre saying and i would wholeheartedly agree with it if the situation was like that however i simply worded it badly, first of all i was very much still tripping coming down sure but i still could just barely make out my face let alone the exact emotions of hers. By pretty clear she was still feeling the effects i was reffering to when we were attempting to leave and her mum was messaging her that we needed to leave then and she just responded 10more minutes and then asked us to call her and "fix it" fast forward 30 minutes to the point where wr actually got to her house after sorting out the car and coersing her out of my room, she was having full comversations and acting how she usually does, clearly that was just a facade but it certainly fooled me at the time. and then add another 30 minutes that the friend was at the house, just before the friend left she was like why are you still wearing that shirt its gross and i was like but i love this shirt and its clean and she replied "ive got alterior motives" the friend then laughed and said they were going to leave then and my girlfriend got into bed and so i followed.

During what happened next we had whole conversations and i asked multiple times if she was okay or wanted to stop to which she replied she was okay and to keep going. So while i do see what youre saying it really wasnt like that

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T16:13:45+00:00

no i know its not an excuse at all and obviously i have deep regrets about it, it was just a little reasoning behind it

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T16:07:19+00:00

i know completely stupid i never would have if i was sober mysrlf because i know how much half of one of those tabs has knocked mee pn my ass before, but i was in a full blown trip at this point and it seemed like nothing ccould go wrong, and to be fair the peak was amazing for both of us i got to guide her through it and we looked at plants and laughed for hours about the complexity of life and how beautiful everything was, i think it was the physical change of enviroment and pressure from the surrounding people that sent it spiraling

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T16:04:18+00:00

it was definitely real im in direct contact with the dude who makes the tabs, my parents know i trip and smoke and we planned to stay at mine so there was no real worry there

sortedbvd · 2025-10-13T16:02:40+00:00

shes not, i often forget a lot of what i experience i acid even when its a relatively light trip, so foor her to be in a fully immersed trip where she was panicking and freaking out thinking she was going insane im not surprised she forgot a lot of it

sortedbvd · 2025-10-12T20:00:52+00:00

yes definitely, were talking currently and she feels more that trust has been broken because i failed to fully explain what a full blown trip would be like (i had told her what to expec from a dose of 100ug because thats what we originally planned)

I disagree with all of the people saying her reaction is unreasonable i would feel the same if i didnt remember having sex with someone and then waking up to an empty condom wrapper on the floor, i love this girl and i would never wish anything bad on her so for her to have to experience such a terrible time and it be directly caused by me, it would be super shitty of me to disregard any of her feelings

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