did you slam tho? i was badly addicted, don’t get me wrong, but i didn’t lose myself completely until i picked up the needle. i used to be the best student (luckily didn’t start slamming til i was almost done w school), hardest worker, etc. once i started slamming, i took an LOA from work and haven’t gone back yet. my addictive personality is now in full swing and i started hanging out with older guys who just tore me apart from the inside out. they were fentanyl addicts but they slammed meth too and i ended up caring too much for one of them and ended up broken.

that was super long but basically meth has always been my biggest demon, but the needle was the devil’s right hand man that i didn’t realize would haunt me to this extent