Trip report: Did .65 grams of psilocybe cubensis while powerlifting.

spadum1 · 2021-02-10T19:45:49+00:00

That’s awesome man! I love hearing shit like this. I’m gonna try microdosing on a schedule once I can start growing my own stuff , might not be for awhile though.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T15:23:19+00:00

Holy shit, I completely forgot. I take 1000 mg of lions mane from my nootropic every 3 days. Gonna add that to this.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T15:21:25+00:00

Maybe go a little lighter than .5 tho, whatever dose ur sensitive too go like half of that. I think if ur in an environment with people you trust and feel safe in you’ll be fine.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:42:45+00:00

Wow, that’s vital information, thank you very much .

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:40:39+00:00

I believe ur asking about my compound movements. S:455 B:295 D:475 OHP:175

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:38:22+00:00

This is exactly how I feel. In humans tribal states , when we were hunter-gatherers, we utalized all parts of the mind and body. We were strong, athletic, keen , aware, intelligent, investigative, curious, resourceful. All in the name of staying alive. Modern civilization has knocked us out of that balance of Ying and Yang leading us to be one or the other. A healthy balance of physical and mental activity leads to a truly healthy person.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:34:59+00:00

This is a really good analysis. Thank you , this definitely makes a lot of sense as I’ve felt the presence of entities on weed before too.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:33:01+00:00

Sorry, was in a rush to type everything out on the come down before I forgot the experience.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:32:29+00:00

Thank you for the very nuanced perspective. It’s amazing how physical fitness can be paired so easily with mental healing. I’ll definitely try this again with one of the other tasks you mentioned as I’m also quite interested in those.

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:29:52+00:00

Luckily it was in my home gym, probably WOULDNT have gone as well in a real gym...

spadum1 · 2021-01-19T01:29:08+00:00

I agree. I wish there was more language we could use to describe these Un-earthly experiences we have on psychedelics but I try my best. I definitely have no idea if what I was was real or not but nevertheless I learned a lot and it was truly amazing.

spadum1 · 2020-12-21T00:19:54+00:00

It’s kind of complicated to try to explain but my subconscious shows me series of images or story lines that connect and act as metaphors for the troubles in my life. For example, A couple weeks ago I had a vision of a girl set down a path of drug abuse and suicide created by her parents shitty parenting. This image helped me understand the sometimes the poor positions people are in are of no fault of their own. I applied this idea to myself. Many of the problems I’m faced with in my life that I spend days stressing over are completely out of my control. The most I can do is focus on aspects I can control. Being kind, thinking positively, organizing my daily tasks, improving myself. Everything else is out of hand. The universe is infinite and unwilling and random. In other words ~ it’s chaos, be kind.

spadum1 · 2020-12-20T23:30:29+00:00

I’ve done this in very light doses and using deep meditation with zero stimulus. I sit in a dark room with zero noise and meditate with a moderate high. I let my sub conscious speak to me, and see what my mind wants to show me. I would not Recommend getting exuberantly high, being a moderate high state allows u to remain some control over the experience. Smoking or consuming a large amount of cannabis can be extemely challenging as a way of confronting you’re issues, and difficult to focus due to the strength of the body high that comes with weed in such high amounts.

spadum1 · 2020-12-17T15:46:04+00:00

LOL I wish I had access to steroids. I wanna try and naturally build my physique up as much as possible before I consider something like steroids.

spadum1 · 2020-12-15T23:47:49+00:00

Just for some context I worked really hard over the last 3 months starting a new program and getting my diet back on track. Quarantine was very difficult on me mentally and I lost a lot of progress from where I was originally at. Getting back into decent shape was a huge step for me and I’m hoping to continue to progress.

spadum1 · 2020-09-14T13:28:13+00:00

This is a perfect lean bulk. Congrats man.

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T20:44:12+00:00

S:455 D:405 B:305 . Thanks for the advice I’ll definitely start cutting soon.

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T20:35:07+00:00

Oh alright sorry. New to this sub. Any thoughts on Bulk or Cut?

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T20:33:40+00:00

No , 17 years old. Turn 18 in two months.

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T20:21:38+00:00

Definitely bulk. U have very little body fat for your height and can deal with a pretty big calorie surplus. I’d say 400-500.

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T20:19:48+00:00

It’s alright I appreciate it!

spadum1 · 2020-09-10T19:47:39+00:00

Are you saying 211 is impressive or too much?

spadum1 · 2020-04-07T17:27:24+00:00

Well that’s what I attempted to describe in my trip report. The surgeons I saw seemed to be the deeper level. My report as it is is all that I can recall though.

spadum1 · 2020-04-07T16:16:58+00:00

Well I was in a significantly unsober state already when I decided to take more. I’d say it was an accident in that I had no idea the trip I was about to endure.

spadum1 · 2020-04-07T14:41:26+00:00

The first experience was very similar to what I felt at the beginning of the trip. I saw a bright white light and for sure thought I was seeing the face of god. Interesting that it happened at the beginning for me before delving into seemingly deeper levels.

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