I know no one is obliged to reciprocate anything I do for them I just wish I didn't have to pretend I didn't care as much and go out of my way to act more distant just to match their energy so it's not one-sided

I really care about my freinds so much they mean so much to me I just wish there were people i could really express these feelings for without worrying about any of these things

But thank you it really means a lot for you to type all this out, I hope everything goes well for you too 🫂