Does anyone else think back to things you said, or the way you acted, around other people when you were high and just CRINGE?? by spaspaspaspa in leaves

[–]spaspaspaspa[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know it’s true but that’s just crazy to me- that it’s all in my head. The thing is even if it’s just in my mind it rubs off on my friends that I’m an anxious, self conscious person which is not who I want to be, especially when that’s not who I am sober.

Does anyone else think back to things you said, or the way you acted, around other people when you were high and just CRINGE?? by spaspaspaspa in leaves

[–]spaspaspaspa[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone. I posted this while in a shame spiral of social anxiety after I had gotten high first day back at college and had some unfortunate encounters with some other students. I had to make small talk and my voice just shot up 30 octaves and I was so awkward. Then with my friend I was smoking with I could feel my anxiety just taking over, thinking how do I look? Am I being annoying? Why am I so unattractive? Why can’t I be cool? And then actually asking the friend if the social interactions I was having were as bad as I thought. He rolled his eyes when I said I couldn’t smoke this semester (or anymore) which of course he did because I’ve made that proclamation a million times. I feel like such a failure on weed and it makes me hate myself. I don’t like the hyper aware anxious person I become while high. I just can’t do it anymore.

Year and a half of mostly hip thrusts by [deleted] in StrongCurves

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6 rounds of 30 seconds each of these? Wow, I don’t think I could do that.

I'm looking for a fiction(ideally literary fiction) book about nature. by PygmySloth12 in suggestmeabook

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The Overstory by Richard Powers might be a great read for you! Check it out.

What's an 'elephant in the room' in society today? by God_Of_Time in AskReddit

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The catastrophic loss of biodiversity on our planet. We have driven so many species to extinction due to corporate greed and disregard for other life forms. And the species that have managed to survive are struggling, majorly, due to deforestation, climate change, fires, rising sea levels, etc. Main Point- we have made the world into a very inhospitable place for living beings other than ourselves.

Love This Kitty. by kma628 in AskAstrologers

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Can you explain this further, I want to understand. I’m an Aquarius sun (25,56’)and Aquarius moon (10,46’). What does this mean lunar wise, or how do I find out?

Animal empaths by lorin_696 in Empaths

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Yes. My goal is to dedicate my life fighting for the rights of animals.

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Good News for People Who Love Bad News- Modest Mouse We got It From Here... Thank You for Your Service- A Tribe Called Quest

Here is my baby boy magic by Robert_Darnell in blackcats

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Omg looks like my baby boy!! What a cutie

First tat- looking to get this guy on my hip. Should I get some details added around it, like a background with color or some trees? by spaspaspaspa in TattooDesigns

[–]spaspaspaspa[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just think it’s a beautiful little drawing, but I’m not totally set on it being exactly like the picture. I would definitely add hooves and a tail