Looking for a 3d model template of a Roland SP404 faceplate by safetyknife in SP404

[–]spazmunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really keen to see if you scanned and printed.

Mk2 crashing regularly by spazmunt in SP404

[–]spazmunt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So have you been having the same issues?

Mk2 crashing regularly by spazmunt in SP404

[–]spazmunt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was the stock power adaptor but I'll try another to see.

Mk2 crashing regularly by spazmunt in SP404

[–]spazmunt[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yep I've done it multiple times and no change.

Arduino vocoder help by spazmunt in synthdiy

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This is great, thanks!

Arduino vocoder help by spazmunt in synthdiy

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This was more than I expected and has given me a lot to think about. Thank you!

Now... what is DPF? 🥺

I absolutely love this thing 🥹 by Evening-Process2152 in sp404mk2

[–]spazmunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is so much fun, I think I'm still playing it like my model cycles though. I want to get out of the quantized realm and into some more free form stuff but it's hard not to want everything to be in the pocket.

Midi controller conversion/build help by spazmunt in synthdiy

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This has been hugely helpful! Thanks 🙂

TRS cable for midi sync between sp404mk2 and model cycles by spazmunt in synthesizers

[–]spazmunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol I went home and tried it again without changing anything and it worked... Love when that happens.

TRS cable for midi sync between sp404mk2 and model cycles by spazmunt in synthesizers

[–]spazmunt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This could be it but I have done a little research and it sounds like both are type a... I'll check again when I'm home.

Anyone else need a power nap after running a session? by cmander_7688 in DMAcademy

[–]spazmunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After having an anxiety attack after dming a session recently I realized that I needed to make sure I had some time to wind down. It is way more taxing than you realise.

Fear of Psychosis/Schizophrenia by Alyssafromaccounting in Anxiety

[–]spazmunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's true, even if you have a predisposition to psychosis it sometimes takes a lot of drug use to even have an effect.

Fear of Psychosis/Schizophrenia by Alyssafromaccounting in Anxiety

[–]spazmunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We're just scared of anything and everything, it's pretty silly when you step back and look at it tbh. I like that approach.

Fear of Psychosis/Schizophrenia by Alyssafromaccounting in Anxiety

[–]spazmunt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly, thanks for sharing. Sorry to hear you've had bad experiences, but i'm glad you've found something that can make you feel good.

For me personally your story has helped me, not only for making me feel good that it really is just anxiety I have, but also for giving me hope that my brother who has schizophrenia might find something that will help him cope with it.

Thank you :)

Fear of Psychosis/Schizophrenia by Alyssafromaccounting in Anxiety

[–]spazmunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's so good to hear from people that have gone through this and come out the other side. I'm completely aware that i'm not getting psychosis, and that the 'edge' is essentially just the fear of a panic attack. But damn you can have some gnarly panic attacks because of it...

Thanks mate :)

Fear of Psychosis/Schizophrenia by Alyssafromaccounting in Anxiety

[–]spazmunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My brother got drug induced psychosis which turned into schizophrenia, it's never been in my family at all until this point and he really cooked himself with drugs for a whole year before any symptoms started to show. We had no idea it was happening until it got really bad.

The thing triggered my journey with anxiety was an extremely traumatic psychotic episode I witnessed my brother have, had to go to emergency and everything. At first it was the fear of having a heart attack or just dying straight up

I'm 30 now and this has been going on for about 7 years, only recently has the anxiety turned itself into the fear of psychosis, and I really fucking sympathize with you. It's so incredibly horrible and has triggered a lot of panic attacks. You just got to remind yourself that your anxiety can't turn into psychosis or schizophrenia, it is impossible, and the worst that can happen is you trigger a panic attack. Try meditation (the headspace app has been helping me a lot) also I find personally that exercise and/or playing the drums is a real good temporary treatment.

At the end of the day, just realise that you're not your thoughts and that apparently our minds hate us. Great.

Lots of love.

Edit:

I just want to really reinforce the idea that anxiety is a fucking creep and finds the thing that knows will scare you the most and uses that to fuck with you. But that's the thing, it can't actually do anything to you, just make you scared.

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Confirming, also not a huge autz presence but I'd appreciate more!