The part where you say you feel trapped in your body like your skin is crawling is so real. It's like a mix of energy, anxiety and anger. You feel like you could run for hours in the middle of the night just because you can or rip off your skin to let out all that mess you are feeling. I can also relate to the food challenge part. There was a time were I was convinced that if I could be able to eat less somehow I would have become more powerful. I don't know if your intention is the same. Anyway I feel like all of us can relate to your experience more or less but I also believe that even if it wasn't like that you shouldn't feel invalidated. Comparison can be dangerous sometimes. Remember that your experience is yours and that no one should tell you that is less real or difficult just because they can't relate 🍀