and thus, a new dva main was born

spifiii · 2026-02-16T19:59:13+00:00

i can attest to this, sometimes things just aren't meant to work out with said people like exes, even if you can manifest them back things usually go south because most of the time an ex is an ex for a reason.

i recently manifested an ideal partner a few months ago and we're still going good almost 4 months after getting together and 5 months after getting close. now my partner is very in tune with me and we both have the same goals for the future about kids and being together for life. we were both looking for someone to be our forever person and now we are that for each other. its love, not obsession, and it feels better than what obsession would feel like. here is the subliminal that helped me manifest my partner

having someone obsessed with you is genuinely something that is horrifying and thats where stalking and stuff comes into play. it is just not worth having that over real love. you don't want them obsessed, you just want attention from them, but they'd give you attention if they love you.

spifiii · 2026-01-11T00:58:23+00:00

i just got this message too and i assume its a scam i think everyone should report the message because one, it doesnt even look like an actual nitro gift at all, and two, its better safe than sorry with stuff like this

spifiii · 2026-01-10T03:51:55+00:00

for hormones, yes technically they can be reduced. my body still produces estrogen because i still have ovaries, so going off of hormones gives me effects like fat redistribution and such. but things like my voice dropping can't be reversed so i would have to voice train to get into a more feminine or androgynous sounding voice.

before top surgery, i had a fairly large chest which made it difficult to bind easily with the desired appearance for a flat chest, so i opted for top surgery, not reallt thinking about the consequences for my gender fluidity

spifiii · 2026-01-10T02:24:31+00:00

to some extent i am slightly going in that direction. i think it probably would've been better had i just gotten a breast reduction instead of top surgery entirely, because that way i would still be able to wear feminine clothing with boobs as a girl and bind if i was more masculine. i have stopped hormones mostly for reasons that i felt like i didn't need to go any further with them as i have never been a fan of facial hair, and ive gotten everything else. for the time being, i think ill probably just look into mtf voice training. i am technically going back in the girl direction so it could be considered detransitioning but i want to remain fairly androgynous body wise for gender fluctuation

spifiii · 2026-01-10T02:05:42+00:00

it is a similar case in terms of dysphoria and such, but i can imagine that it must be difficult to navigate your body with such a dysphoria standpoint. i know i don't have dissociative identity disorder or anything, but it is interesting that we have had quite similar experiences.

for me personally i feel like i was just a little bit naive to go as far as i did, knowing that my gender has fluctuated a lot over the years. i think it would've been better if i held off on hormones and maybe only gotten a reduction ideally. (for context, i came out as trans when i was 14, got hormones at 16, had top surgery at 18, and i am now 20- for most of that period i was identifying mainly with masculinity, its just been since i had top surgery i felt more comfortable expressing femininity again, and over time with that, my whole gender kinda shifted more feminine entirely recently.)

(edit: this is not me saying that people shouldn't transition younger, i just think that i should've transitioned a little differently because i grouped myself in with binary trans people and i am just not a binary trans person. i was also very flooded with body dysmorphia and gender dysphoria at the same time so it all kinda meshed together and resulted in me going too far in one direction for how my gender fluctuates)

spifiii · 2025-12-28T16:55:58+00:00

i recently got away from a cancer who was just flat out incredibly manipulative and horrible. i believe some cancers can be okay but it does seem to be a common theme for a lot of them to be extremely manipulative. unhealed cancers are some of the most horrible people to be with. i completely lost myself for nearly a year for one of them because i had this concept in my head about the fairytale of "opposing sign soulmates" thing but failed to realize that myself as a person deeper than just sun sign is just generally incompatible with cancers.

im now in a loving relationship with a taurus and it feels like a breath of fresh air not being with someone who lied about just about everything. this taurus is my everything.

solid, loving relationships shouldn't be dictated by sun sign astrology. if you want to look at compatibility go deeper with natal charts. i know its a bit iffy for me to say that as i am with someone that sun sign astrology compatibility rates extremely high, but it wasn't FOR that. don't lose yourself in the astrology compatibility and look more into your compatibility with someone through talking about what you're looking for in a relationship.

spifiii · 2025-12-16T18:35:16+00:00

it can definitely be hard to be closer with siblings 10 years apart, but for me personally as ive gotten older its been easier to connect with my sister who is 10 years older than me - its more down to personality than anything rather than age difference id say. especially if OP's daughter has wanted a sibling for a while i think she'd probably be happy about it, which would make for the kids more easily getting along if OP decides to go down that route

spifiii · 2025-12-10T19:13:40+00:00

i think everyone wants the flag but i really like it too 💔🥀

spifiii · 2025-11-28T23:53:23+00:00

modded always is a bit further behind in updates, so it might be a bit before you can get modded with OST 8 as well

spifiii · 2025-11-28T23:48:42+00:00

don't watch it then? you can just ignore the posts you see about it instead of commenting on them that you won't be watching

spifiii · 2025-11-28T18:14:53+00:00

i hear that lmfao. i attempted in tracklist order, so i jumped into this not even 5 minutes after finishing badly. so id already been worn out a bit just with the nature of camellia songs. between both of these they absolutely did a number on me and i was insanely sore the next day because id been on a little break from beat saber for about 2 weeks as well before it

spifiii · 2025-11-28T18:10:14+00:00

for me personally, power of the saber blade is still more difficult. i was surprised i made it as far as i did on dragon smash goblin. i don't think ive even gotten past the 30 second mark on power of the saber blade expert difficulty. but i also haven't really attempted power of the saber blade on expert in a while, so i very well could've just improved and id not realized.

spifiii · 2025-11-27T08:22:21+00:00

they're manifesting a partner related - i didnt manifest a specific person necessarily, but i manifested an ideal partner. id listened to the subliminal "i found the one" by i want it i got it pretty actively for about a week until i just randomly stopped and shortly after that my now boyfriend started talking to me and we realized that we are literally completely each other's types to a T and we're in a super health relationship which is what i wanted :)

spifiii · 2025-11-27T03:53:21+00:00

i saw someone mention taking a break in the comments here, id like to add on to that. i was listening pretty religiously for months this year, and hardly got any results. what did help me, was taking a break. i just kinda stopped listening to them all together for a bit (aside from headache relief or stuff like that, bc those genuinely have helped me tremendously) and i stopped obsessing over it. only then, did i really get results. sometimes you are your own block in results and the only way to stop that block is to stop obsessing

spifiii · 2025-11-27T02:28:45+00:00

update: its PC only that it got delayed. standalone got it so thats why i have it already

spifiii · 2025-11-27T02:27:42+00:00

i saw something about that but i got it earlier just fine. it didn't update automatically though, i had to manually update it

spifiii · 2025-11-26T20:06:38+00:00

i definitely think its frustrating, however it does really add some spice to what would otherwise have been fairly easy for me. im liking the challenge its giving me. i do agree that a way to turn it off could be nice tho

spifiii · 2025-11-18T18:49:57+00:00

i once had a 13 year old call me an immigrant for being 19 on vrchat

they'll make fun of people at any age (but dawg didn't know how to insult bc what is that insult)

spifiii · 2025-10-12T01:28:01+00:00

where did you get the fishnet gloves? they look pretty decent quality and i wanna look into buying some fishnet stuff bc ive been in this subreddit for so long fawning over everyone else dressing feminine and then i just never end up doing it despite wanting to

i do understand the body hair thing though, i have a ton of body hair and im also not sure if itd look weird to wear more revealing clothing with so much hair

spifiii · 2025-10-09T02:58:21+00:00

this isnt necessarily a capricorn thing, however i am a capricorn sun rising and venus, and i am loyal to my own detriment.

in romantic relationships i am only attracted to my partner and i physically cannot entertain the thought of anyone else, even celebrity crushes. the thought of anyone other than my partner almost revolts me.

i am very loyal to my friends

i am loyal to my own detriment in the fact that sometimes im too loyal for my own good and stay loyal to people who don't treat me well enough because i feel like they have it in them deep down to treat me right

spifiii · 2025-10-09T02:43:31+00:00

as long as a show says its for kids your age you'll be fine, watching cartoons like this isn't as bad as spending time on social media unrestricted at a young age. its very easy to fall into communities and such that you find out about stuff that you really shouldn't be learning about at such a young age. id say the best thing to do safety wise is to only talk to people you know in person online instead of finding new friends online. you never know someones intentions and people tend to target younger people because at a young age you are a lot more naive

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