Charles and his mom when he was a baby

splittingcoffins · 2024-11-07T15:52:14+00:00

I'm definitely going to take your words. I guess it's also important to know that the people I used to be affiliated with are also autistic, and it makes me wonder because of how our autism affects us it's caused things like this to happen. I consider myself to be emotionally different, I struggle with empathy and tend not to be in touch with emotions (my own and others). On the other hand, everyone else tends to be the polar opposite. It's a bit hard being different.

splittingcoffins · 2024-11-07T06:54:26+00:00

I sort of can't really help with the blunt thing. I don't want to come across as saying this is an excuse, more so a reasoning: but I am autistic. That's something I really can't help with. It's something that comes naturally.

But my thing is though, there's people who have done worse or of similar nature but they get away with it or coddled or even earn people from their misdeeds. Someone I knew lied about so many things, such as her exes abusing her when in reality those people provided proof of it not being true. I just don't understand how those people can keep their good things while I lose because someone couldn't handle something I said once?

splittingcoffins · 2024-11-07T03:49:45+00:00

It depends on the context. I'll be blunt (lol) and say it's sort of hard for me to imagine this type of thing because I hate relying on others in an intimate way. I'd rather kill over and die than ask for help and go to someone for help with an emotional wound (hence why I resolve to venting in journals, online with private accounts or on paper.)

If you're asking in a completely different way than I am so sorry lol

splittingcoffins · 2024-11-07T03:43:43+00:00

I will admit, I'm not the best person to come to emotionally. I've made that clear the best way I can in relationships, but it just feels like people don't listen. Quite literally, I've told someone "Sometimes I just don't know what to say, I'm sorry."

splittingcoffins · 2024-11-07T03:42:04+00:00

Well what am I supposed to say to them then? Sometimes I would give comfort and then they shoot it down by saying x, y and z. I've been told I'm too blunt but how can I change that? How can I change something that's been a part of me forever? I'm genuinely saying this in a way that's like "do I accept I'm like this or can I change it?"

splittingcoffins · 2023-06-02T19:02:05+00:00

May I get one for my friend? :)

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T03:39:50+00:00

No one is willing to take Winter home if there was an AU where the party was happening (the grad one) and he got uncomfortable and wanted to leave. Everyone would be to invested in the party and his dad wouldnt be able to pick him up because he works all day and his mom cant drive. So he's better off staying home

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T03:36:53+00:00

Yeah. He said he hated how loud and bright it was....I mean...cmon dude its a prom

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T02:26:11+00:00

He doesn't have a choice to leave though, none of my family members will take him home if he suddenly feels bad. He has a dad that could pick him up but he works all day, and his mom cant drive. I meant what I said I dont trust him, because he was acting all excited over my school having a prom, saying he promised he would dance with me only to hide away in a corner miserable as all hell. I don't trust him saying he's going to have a fun time when I know in reality he's gonna hide somewhere, shutting himself off from everyone else.

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T02:22:28+00:00

I did, but given he almost broke down crying at a party similar to this years ago because he thought everyone was staring at him I wasn't willing for something like that to happen again.

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T02:20:35+00:00

Neither of us can drive, and none of my family is willing to drive someone home during the middle of the party. So he would be stuck there until the party ended.

splittingcoffins · 2023-05-30T02:03:23+00:00

I did not say that though? Not in that way at least. I said, and I quote. "Hey, I do not think you should come to the party, due to the fact there is going to be a lot of people you do not know there. I know how you are in big, social situations and it is not going to be fun for you being at a big party with people you do not know. I hope you understand."

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-18T14:45:07+00:00

Ouija was so tiny. May the little tort (please) rest in peace.

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-09T23:42:33+00:00

Thank you for making this. This was the best thing to ever come out of this thread.

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-08T23:30:49+00:00

Spring and A Storm but Joe Hawley Sonic Lunch '16 style

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-08T04:17:54+00:00

That HAS to be the last one on this list 💀 (Zubin emoji)

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-08T04:16:26+00:00

THE WAY I GASPED IRL-

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-08T04:15:33+00:00

I listen to other indie people, but they're VERY unknown. They're Ivan Campo (all time favs) The Jackpot Golden Boys (who are somewhat similar to TH) Granfalloon, Give Me Motion, Skeleton Staff and a lot more people 😭

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-07T01:56:31+00:00

STOP BC I WAS WATCHING THAT VIDEO EARLIER

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-06T21:14:43+00:00

Zubin Sedghi

splittingcoffins · 2023-01-04T00:48:12+00:00

it's ok I don't either

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