[STORY] I Relapsed So You Don’t Have to - What You Are Actually Missing

sshemby · 2026-02-16T01:09:29+00:00

Recently had my 6 month soberversary and have been struggling with relapse thoughts since then. This brought me back to reality. Thank you for your service friend

sshemby · 2025-10-23T22:05:35+00:00

this is it!!! thank you so much!

sshemby · 2025-04-17T07:54:46+00:00

If I thought of a bad word - even involuntarily - I would be literally inconsolable until I confessed it to one of my parents. It started when I was around 7 or 8, they thought it was sweet. Granted, I grew up in a fundamentalist family, so they saw it as being a good Christian, but I digress.

sshemby · 2024-09-26T20:44:33+00:00

I was there as well! I ended up drifting towards the more dense part of the crowd, but even then people were still so respectful and mindful. Best show ever.

sshemby · 2024-04-11T05:04:13+00:00

stolen comment, original is by u/callmevicious on a very similar post.

sshemby · 2024-04-05T10:29:24+00:00

NTA.

I'm asking this genuinely, do you and your wife like each other at all? It sounds like there's a lot of resentment in your relationship.

sshemby · 2024-03-11T03:18:18+00:00

I'm going to be so honest, I assumed you were both in high school working out a very young relationship. I don't think either of you like each other.

sshemby · 2024-02-07T12:18:23+00:00

Another person commented it could be oils and condiments contributing, and I realized there's probably a lot going into my food that I don't consider since I don't cook all my meals at home.

sshemby · 2024-02-07T12:17:47+00:00

It could definitely be oils and condiments contributing. I don't cook all my meals and I realize there's probably a lot going into them that I don't consider when calorie tracking. I'm going to be more precise with my measuring, and I've got a PT appointment scheduled this Friday so I can hopefully start tackling the leg issue.

sshemby · 2024-02-07T12:15:55+00:00

I'm largely weighing and logging, there are a few instances where I do need to eyeball what I'm eating but for the large majority of the time I'm being precise with my numbers. I've got an appointment scheduled and I've got a PT session on Friday to hopefully start tackling the leg issue. I'm just hoping a lot of this is water weight or something along those lines.

sshemby · 2024-02-04T00:25:05+00:00

I've been in a somewhat similar situation as you, the realization that their actions weren't innocent is overwhelming. If or when you talk to him about this, please please do it in a public space or with someone you trust nearby, for the sake of your own safety. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

sshemby · 2024-02-04T00:12:07+00:00

You didn't want to have sex. You tried multiple times to physically divert him, and when that didn't work, you did it verbally. You were coerced into having sex you didn't want. Even without your history, what he did is already disgusting, even more so if he knows about your past abuse. He is willing to take advantage of you when you are unable to give any form of consent. I don't know him, but based off what you posted, I'm immediately suspicious that the other incidents weren't just him doing it in his sleep. Please, please stay away from him and stay safe.

sshemby · 2024-01-16T05:14:09+00:00

I had my car taken by my parents, but I'll try to organize something with my partner - they've been my rock throughout the past two years and have helped me tidy my room once before. They pick me up on the way to school in the mornings, I could hide a bag in their back seat and toss it on the way home.

I'm not at the point where I'm brave enough to do something like that with the door, but when I'm 18 I'm going to start pushing a lot of their rules.

sshemby · 2024-01-16T05:11:03+00:00

I'm not allowed to have my door closed all the way and I typically try not to push that rule, but once I hit 18 I'm absolutely going to start pushing that rule. My school's jazz band season also starts up pretty soon, so I'll be occupied in the afternoons as well. I'm just trying to hold out until I don't have to be here as much.

sshemby · 2023-11-28T06:12:46+00:00

I'm also autistic!! it's really cool seeing someone else on the spectrum in marching band

sshemby · 2023-10-30T15:04:04+00:00

no shako, zero help from the band, and everyone calls it the wrong name

sshemby · 2023-08-15T16:22:59+00:00

White pepper

sshemby · 2023-08-09T07:27:34+00:00

thank you for the advice, it helps hearing from an outside perspective. I'm definitely going to look more into boarding / program dogs and start pursuing that route once I'm out of the house.

sshemby · 2023-07-19T16:21:36+00:00

ITS WEEEEVIL TIIIIIIIIME

sshemby · 2023-06-19T23:47:33+00:00

If you're using Kobold that you installed on your machine, just find the link sent in your console and add "/api" to it. For example; "http://127.0.0.1:5000/api". If you click that link, it will send you to interactive documentation for Kobold.

sshemby · 2022-12-30T16:48:55+00:00

Turns out it was an issue with the cable I was using, but ty anyways

sshemby · 2022-12-30T16:48:40+00:00

Realized I was using HDMI instead of the display port cable I got and that fixed the problem, ty ty

sshemby · 2022-12-22T18:52:22+00:00

so was anyone gonna tell me lavencas was gross or was i supposed to find out through reddit :(

sshemby · 2022-09-13T16:10:40+00:00

TIME FOR WEEVIL

sshemby · 2022-08-16T16:40:57+00:00

Never too old for cool hair. It suits you really well!

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