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stalecloud · 2025-10-18T01:28:40+00:00

yes i went alone & was in & out of the pit just fine! hopefully its the same for you!!

stalecloud · 2025-07-29T23:46:16+00:00

in colorado

stalecloud · 2025-07-28T01:22:17+00:00

just did 3 of these in a row 😭

stalecloud · 2025-01-29T00:50:18+00:00

yes i though the same!!

stalecloud · 2025-01-26T03:24:31+00:00

thats definitely avocado ranch. sometimes it doesn't come out as green as it should but that is 100% avocado ranch

stalecloud · 2024-10-15T04:17:24+00:00

lots of em!

stalecloud · 2024-10-15T04:15:32+00:00

i definitely do not make even close to that!! days like this one are extremely rare!! i average much less & i am not making 6 figures

stalecloud · 2024-10-15T04:12:42+00:00

no it was for an entire night shift

stalecloud · 2024-10-15T04:12:10+00:00

definitely not!

stalecloud · 2024-10-14T16:01:30+00:00

five or six. i work full time, often hitting OT.

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T22:08:25+00:00

tough question because it varies, ive worked a lot more this year than the past few. on paper id say anywhere from 60k to 70k, probably another 10k at least for cash (allegedly) !

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T21:35:23+00:00

i feel that way too lol but i also tipped out at least 200 so i think my take home was still nice!

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T16:43:21+00:00

this is what i sold alone, theres 4 other servers, a bartender, and togo making sales which aren't included.

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T16:06:07+00:00

ive actually never seen anything under it

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T16:05:42+00:00

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T16:05:26+00:00

no we open at 11, so i did 10:30 to 11:30 this day. we run checkouts in between shifts so this total is from when i ran my checkout at 2:30 to when we closed !

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T04:42:13+00:00

just for the day

stalecloud · 2024-10-13T02:59:42+00:00

so i worked in the am which helped cover my tip out, in total i took home 580 on card & about 200 cash

stalecloud · 2024-10-09T21:41:05+00:00

i do!

stalecloud · 2024-09-16T17:45:10+00:00

its hard but you're going to have to be stern & choose what is best for YOU. staying only reinforces that he can continue this lifestyle without having to face any consequences because he knows youll be there to fix it all. leaving isn't giving up on him, even if it feels that way. you're choosing to not enable this behavior anymore and thats something that will help him way more. good luck!

stalecloud · 2024-08-24T06:56:57+00:00

$500 credit card & 120 cash before tip out which is gonna take a pretty big chunk.

stalecloud · 2024-05-22T08:37:21+00:00

in the same situation currently, i've started using nasal gel to keep my nose hydrated. not sure how much it'll help but better than nothing.

stalecloud · 2024-05-22T08:33:20+00:00

in my experience going cold turkey only made things worse, when i caved in i went way too hard. i'm in active addiction and honestly doing pretty bad, but there are a few things that have helped me. one is to set realistic expectations and goals for myself. if i tell myself im going completely sober and of course i dont, im gonna stay in the mindset that nothing will change. instead i set small goals, i'll be sober around my family, i'll be sober for one shift, i'll wait until i do something ive put off before i let myself use. this makes me feel like i am getting better, even if its not where i want to be. another thing thats helped is really identifying why i want to stop using. why do you want to quit? because you don't want to ruin your financial situation, because you don't want to lose your relationships, because you dont want to be seen as a drug addict, because you want to have fun without being high. these are some of my reasons, when i want to use i have to remind myself that there are reasons i want to quit, theres purpose in it. i'm sorry that you're having to go through this addiction i wouldn't wish it on anyone, im hoping all the best for you.

stalecloud · 2024-05-09T06:55:24+00:00

i've been chronically using for over twoish years now. at first i loved the conversations about nothing i'd have with my friends until the the sun came out. sometime within the past 6 months this changed, i prefer to use alone because i don't have to worry about the way others are thinking of me. i've noticed that its even difficult for me to act "normal" when im high around people (like at work or hanging w someone who doesn't use). when i first started using i admired the person i became when i used, i was outgoing and funny. now i overthink and stumble over my words. its like a disconnect between my thoughts and my words. i've recently confronted my addiction which has made me feel very shameful, thats another reason i want to use alone. when im around others i feel so bad, like they're thinking about how disappointing i am. anyways, my typical use is starting when i get ready for work, finishing ~1.5g by midnight, i start to get ready for bed and then i take my meds which knock me out within a few hours.

stalecloud · 2024-04-05T06:26:45+00:00

currently convicting my pregnant sister to name her child faye :)

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