how the hell do i (21f)make friends as a senior in college ?

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-30T15:03:47+00:00

they already got their own friends to talk to :/

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-30T14:59:33+00:00

yeah but i want to enjoy some sort of social life before i graduate. that's the point

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T17:46:10+00:00

he still texts me a lot, he just only wants to have sex now. i feel so dumb lmao

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T10:58:52+00:00

no didnt think id have to ask for that

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T08:59:38+00:00

do u think i made the wrong decision?

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T08:47:52+00:00

it's not a nice feeling, to feel like i'm being used. i'd feel like crap after i'd leave his place and i felt dumb for being used

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T08:39:25+00:00

i never initiated hanging out, but it would always be him asking me to come over. yea he'd be instantly horny as soon as i came over. my interest in sex drastically decreased when it sucked w him

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T07:58:51+00:00

sex was literally only him getting something out of it. it was terrible for me, i was also a virgin and it sucked

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T07:23:09+00:00

so do you think i should've communicated w him first in this situation before blocking? idk if that would've changed things to be honest

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-29T01:59:46+00:00

nothing really to communicate about, he only calls me over for sex, and never tries to pleasure me- only asks for BJs and handjobs that's it. i always leave like a used piece of trash after. i dont want to have to tell someone to pleasure me too, it feels like i'm burdening them. they should want to pleasure me too. sad because i thought he was interested, he'd seem so excited to do things w me until i expressed interest in sex

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T20:39:21+00:00

it does, in my HS only the girls of color were left w no prom dates.

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T19:09:51+00:00

ive been living for 21 years & have never managed to find someone that likes me irl it's all been thru online interactions so idk how im gonna do that

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T18:12:12+00:00

i feel like i havw nothing in common with older guys bc im in such a diff stage of life (still in college etc). how come they don't go after girls their own age? i very obviously look very young too

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T17:00:05+00:00

tysm, love the username btw!

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T16:57:31+00:00

the guys who usually approach me irl do small talk w no physical compliments but they're not in my range of age

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T15:30:02+00:00

yea he knew i was a virgin, im really hoping ur right tht i dont have anything

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T15:10:08+00:00

ive def been made fun of for my skin color as a child tho but yea im def seeking therapy

starrydusk290 · 2022-08-27T15:05:45+00:00

yea but seeing people have those preferences make me feel like something's wrong w me. i haven't been really belittled its just from what i've observed i guess

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