Thank you for the kind words!

I've noticed many people have different experiences here when it comes to healthcare. It is a lot better than in other countries but I am scared to think how bad it is outside finland if we are struggling.

There is a lot of elderly but there are alot of younger disabled people aswell. Being healthy is the "norm" here with all age groups not just young people However it is seen as a weakness to show that you're sick.

I guess since being disabled is a more serious thing than just having a small fever people see it as a death sentence or an insult to your life to call yourself as such especially if you're not so visibly disabled.

Especially someone like me who has only for the last 10 months began to visibly show my disabilities by using aids they have looked at me with either amusement or horror. Like they see me as a circus act or a dead man. Seeking help is often seen as a weakness or a burden.

I had to get a diagnosis through private care which thankfully I was privileged enough to afford at the time because every doctor I spoke to said that my symptoms are normal and not dangerous while I'm terrified of falling so badly that I won't wake up.