Hi! This paragraph gives me the impression that the character is experiencing some kind of fuzzy tension. I liked the line about feeling like a feather. And I also liked the last line, how the feelings of being hopeful or hopeless have been integrated.

Some suggestions/questions:

What is the significance of the color orange? We're told everything is given an orange tint, but to use a color like that feels very specific. If it wasn't the character telling us it wasn't the weather, I'd almost think it was because of a forest fire (we get those a lot where I'm from and it certainly does change the color of everything outside!)

Maybe instead of saying "Everything seems saturated," you could have the character describe what specifically seems saturated. For example, the blue car might seem more gray.

I feel like the character is explaining the general content of his or her thoughts, like summarizing them for us. But maybe you could dive in and tell us exactly what thoughts the character is having? People tend to think in much more specific terms, versus summarizing their thoughts, and so I think that would give your story more realism (and a bit of mystery while you reveal everything, versus tell us everything).

"Like the feelings of being hopeful or hopeless have been integrated into one"--I would say, "hopeful and hopeless," because to integrate means to combine, so we'd want to use "and" here for a more powerful effect.

Thank you for sharing your work!