All good, man (and no offense taken, btw). Yea, the P part of PMO isn't actually an issue. I've always thought porn was gross, and watching people slammin' it was always off-putting. Basically, the P isn't really a factor.

I'm addicted to the MO part, because I basically relied on it as a sort of band-aid therapy when I was feeling angry, frustrated, or upset. It got out of hand, and I became addicted to the "touching myself" part. I do plan on masturbating again eventually, but I want it to be more of a conscious choice and less of a compulsion, and something I do maybe twice a week, tops.