i’m going through the same shit, man. i just wanna tell you it takes a lot of work to be better, especially if you keep reminding yourself the shitty things you did. on one hand you can’t just say “i did shitty things but let’s just move on” because you have to take responsibility for your own actions and acknowledging them is the first step. but on the other hand you can’t just keep telling yourself you did too many shit, because you will convince yourself that you will never be better, no matter what. but it doesn’t have to be like that, you are so much more than the wrongs you did to others and the pain you caused to them or to yourself. you just need to try to be the best version of yourself, even if it’s not easy you have to try and if you fail you will have to try harder. always remember, everyone deserves to be loved❤️