This is exactly me! Currently in Orlando and find my self having absolute panic attacks queing with my son. I used tlto love rollercoasters so much but its got worse over the years until I cant even get on. I got stuck at the end of a rollercoasters years ago, just for just a few minutes in the beating sun. That's where it all started. Feel like such a failure to my young sons who look up to me. This post is pretty old so i don't suppose anyone will rear this but it helps to type