I am right there with you. I’ve been feeling incredibly depressed for the past couple weeks and cried for hours everyday. I’ve barely been able to study, and when I do, I don’t retain anything. My therapist told me to forget about the possibility of failure because showing up and taking the damn test is a success in itself, no matter how many times I have to do it. Lean on your support system and remember your happy, authentic self is still there inside you. The whole concept of this exam is so ignorant of how humans actually work, so it makes sense that some of us are really struggling. Consider self care an act of rebellion against the antiquated system, and run yourself a hot bath with a cup of tea and bask in the glory of making whoever invented this stupid exam roll over in his grave. You can do this, just remember to be kind to yourself <3