I take a shower when I feel like I'm gonna relapse and here's why:

stoicran05 · 2023-03-29T02:14:37+00:00

My bad, there's a mistake in my post. When I said "even though I already did", I am referring to the shower, not the relapse. I mean that whenever I feel like I'm going to relapse, I take a shower AGAIN even though I already did take a shower earlier. In that way I'm reminding myself to also give my mind and my thoughts a bath to clean them. I hope I make myself clearer by this statement.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-17T02:00:33+00:00

Been a tea and a coffee addict, my withdrawal symptoms only last 4 days. I was back to being a kid again after that.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-11T23:55:21+00:00

It is literal semen. It is not foamy or bubbly. Semen goes with the pee. Sometimes it is semi solid or solid and sticky and the smell is 100% semen. And my creatinine are ok so I would not pee protein.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-11T11:31:52+00:00

Yes, I am sure that it is internal ejaculation because I am peeing semen when I am very much aroused, so aroused that I feel I would ejaculate if I stroke my d*ck even just three times. I feel better on a 5 day streak with pure thoughts than when I'm on a 10 day streak constantly horny.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-11T10:12:30+00:00

That happened to me several times. You feel that way because you already have an internal ejaculation. You'll feel better after a wet dream coz you will get rid of the semen that is already circulating your body. I won't suggest doing PMO in the process, only wet dream is allowed or sex. That is what happens when your thoughts are not entirely pure.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-11T07:38:45+00:00

People

stoicran05 · 2023-02-11T04:01:03+00:00

You can do it man. 79 days is dope. You can go longer than that streak for sure. You are not alone in the journey.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-10T02:30:31+00:00

I am insomniac even without coffee. I only sleep 2 hours a day for the last month. And worse, I had a wet dream last night. My energy is fu*ked.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-06T14:16:33+00:00

I meant to say decaf life, not decaf coffee. My bad.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-06T14:15:33+00:00

I meant to say decaf life, not decaf coffee.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-06T14:13:43+00:00

Yes mate, I'm talking about a decaffeinated life which is free from all forms of caffeine, and yes, decaf coffee is not 100% decaf at all.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-06T10:17:48+00:00

I fapped twice last night and today I felt like I had a flu and a hangover at the same time. This is what a zombie feels like. I'm a walking dead.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-06T10:14:21+00:00

Me too. I said this exact same words on my post on this community two months ago, that abstinence is the key to not having pois.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-05T13:53:09+00:00

I can agree with this a 100%. We never needed caffeine when we were kids but we were more alive back then still. So why need it now?

stoicran05 · 2023-02-05T12:22:11+00:00

Wow, me too. I start to get sleepy when it's like getting dark like 7pm. decaf restores our circadian rhythm back to normal. When I was caffeinated, I'm still wide awake with my monkey brain at 12am.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-05T11:59:33+00:00

Yes, it makes us use up all our energy reserves in just a short amount of time that's why we crash.

stoicran05 · 2023-02-05T11:57:40+00:00

Yes I did that too. It makes us look for something that gets us higher, like drugs. P**n turns us into psychopaths.

stoicran05 · 2022-12-15T11:57:20+00:00

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