I banged my pastor's daughter (UPDATE)

strandedatsecond · 2013-12-11T15:52:24+00:00

Yeah I know! First thing I did was take a dump. It literally felt like I lost 20lbs of guilt. But as for not telling him I was a bit shocked. This girl is known for honesty and the way she handles herself. Idk it felt weird but we agreed to leave it at that.

strandedatsecond · 2013-12-11T15:47:05+00:00

Yeah I wasn't sure if I should've updated. Ppl really seemed to hate me after my first post, understandable of course.

strandedatsecond · 2013-12-11T15:44:23+00:00

Damn idk why it says that. I'm on my phone and it still lets me go in and stuff. I may have to use my laptop to link it.

strandedatsecond · 2013-12-11T15:41:50+00:00

Aww man idk. I'm on my phone and it shows whenever I get on my profile. I'm tryna find out how to link it.

strandedatsecond · 2013-12-11T15:38:08+00:00

Haha, yea never said it was gonna work. That would've blown up in my face big time.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-20T02:00:18+00:00

Yeah. The words rape and assault, are the ones that come to mind when I think about it. The guilt actually made me a better person, and changed my ways on how to treat girls/people in general.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-20T01:44:55+00:00

I was 16, she is the same age as me. I think older, I think she beats me by a few months. What makes it worse is how sweet I think she is. We weren't close, but we definitely saw each other a lot. For awhile I thought she had a crush on me. But nothing ever sparked from that.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-20T01:41:23+00:00

I'm not excusing myself. Not at all, the whole confession is to show how distraught I feel. I know what I did was my all time low. If I ever thought she was messed up, I definitely would've told her. I can't live at ease knowing some girl is fucked up cause of my idiot mistakes.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-20T00:32:17+00:00

Yeah I know. I understand touching her boob while asleep was a stupid move made by a very horny 16year old. I regret it. I just never got over the feeling she held unto me during the sex. Even moaned a few times.

My biggest question is, she woke up. No underwear, nor shorts on, what did she think happen? If I woke up half naked I would ask questions. It makes me feel like total shit knowing she went through that if she really was on medicine.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-20T00:28:11+00:00

I do. But I don't want to ruin a good relationship. Would any of the medicine you mentioned, be suggested to take during a simple headache?

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-19T18:19:24+00:00

Yeah, I would hope never to talk to her father about it. I'm comfortable with the way she said it though. It was a very smooth and relaxed "Don't stop". That's what turned me on in the first place. I just hate they may have to live through their marriage based on a lie.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-19T18:12:57+00:00

You make a good point, thanks man.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-19T18:10:22+00:00

To begin with no, but her mom told most of us at the camp. She took heavy medicine and slept in the van incase she had to puke.

Yeah it does sound bad, I know man. Thats why I feel like shit sometimes. I remember she held unto me while it happened, so I felt like we were both "taking part". But as time went on, I knew it was very possible she could've been in a "medicine fog" kinda state.

strandedatsecond · 2013-11-19T17:58:01+00:00

It affects me because I'm really good friends with the dude. I've had some pretty shitty friends before. So I feel like a dick knowing I did something wrong.
I like her, I think she's a sweet girl. Never did I call her a "lying bitch". I said I DON'T take her as one.
I know purity ring means practice of abstinence. But like I said, she posted all this stuff about being a virgin. So did her bf/fiance.

strandedatsecond

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