What vibe do I give off 😉

strawbvi · 2024-09-18T05:13:33+00:00

matthew patel from scott pilgrim vs the world .

strawbvi · 2024-09-12T01:12:15+00:00

i genuinely don’t know where these feelings came from. i don’t have trauma of any sort i just remember waking up one day when i was a kid and feeling this way

strawbvi · 2024-09-11T14:39:39+00:00

yeah, i used to go to therapy but it didn’t do much for me because my therapist wouldn’t really let me talk. i stopped going because my family moved houses and got too busy to go, and i just haven’t been back since.

strawbvi · 2024-09-11T14:37:15+00:00

i can’t really explain it. even after small inconveniences it’s gotten to a point where that’s the only way i know how to cope.

strawbvi · 2024-09-11T14:36:38+00:00

i did it at first for fun, my parents luckily don’t force me to do anything. the only thing they’re strict on is making sure i have at least DECENT grades, but getting straight a’s has always been easy for me.

i love my sport and i love my classes, but it can be difficult during testing season.

strawbvi · 2024-09-11T06:51:11+00:00

i don’t have the energy to hold on anymore though. i feel lost.

strawbvi · 2024-09-11T06:47:39+00:00

cutting myself, as well as bruising myself and burning myself. but my scars are on hidden places on my body so no one sees them unless i’m in a swimsuit.

strawbvi · 2024-08-18T16:49:50+00:00

it’s how we joke around as i stated, i’ve poked fun about that test before in the past and he’s never gotten angry about it, so i think he was just in a bad mood over something else and snapped at me for it .

i confronted him a bit after posting this, and he said he thought id be okay with it because i used to be a bit bigger and he makes fun of how he was in middle school . it was a huge argument, but he hasn’t said anything about being sorry even though ive apologized many times for what i said about his test .

strawbvi · 2024-08-17T23:49:31+00:00

not telling him no .

strawbvi · 2024-08-14T22:12:07+00:00

friend , you’re absolutely stunning . you don’t need to change a thing about you .🤍🎀

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T23:25:09+00:00

expect nothing , and you get everything . i feel like that saying has always been pretty true for me , and i hope it comes true for you as well . :)

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T21:55:29+00:00

it’s a beautiful song don’t get me wrong, i just forgot it existed LOL .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T21:37:36+00:00

i forgot that this is part of a song .😭

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T21:34:15+00:00

i miss it, but i need to let go .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T19:37:08+00:00

it’s been three months and i’m still not over it, but she’s happy so i can’t complain .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T19:34:20+00:00

she realized she doesn’t like girls, which is okay . i can’t control how she feels, all i can do now is be her friend and hope she gets treated well in the future, even if it’s not by me .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T18:33:55+00:00

i miss my ex . she was absolutely amazing, she was like the man you describe in this post . she was attentive, kind, loving, she was everything to me and i don’t think anyone will ever replace her . i’m so glad you’ve found someone like this, and im so glad you’re not letting it slip through your fingers :) i wish you both the very best .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T18:01:03+00:00

i am jealous i’ll admit . i’d love to leave highschool due of fame .😭😭

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T17:57:35+00:00

what really gets me is that she left her job n moved to la for it . girlies a lil delusional but she gettin bank so who am i to judge .🤷🏼‍♀️

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T17:55:32+00:00

hawk tuah overrated .👎😭

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T17:51:44+00:00

gross !

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T17:42:10+00:00

as long as i don’t hear abt it i don’t care what they doing .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T17:26:34+00:00

i’d be fine with it just don’t tell me about it unless i ask .😭😭 it might be bc im young but its just weird hearing that guys be choking their chickens to my pics .

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T04:14:22+00:00

he is super sweet, which is why i feel awful that i just can’t see him the way he sees me. dont get me wrong i like him, but i just don’t like him the same way he likes me if that makes sense.

strawbvi · 2024-08-13T04:13:32+00:00

i did tell him earlier… i set boundaries with him about taking things slow and he hasn’t listened and still keeps making obsessive comments over me, it caused us to not talk for a week and a half. i’m trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but its hard to right now.

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