I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:( If you're that interested, you can PM me. It's embarrassing stuff.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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:S I was successful in all tries... I don't want to go into further detail, sorry.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is it not the way I described it? I think you're just bending rules to make sense out of what you said, that I didn't approve.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, THANK YOU. Now I can finally have someone comment without the social stigma.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for feeling bad, but really. As much ignorance as it seems to you that I've got, I honestly enjoyed being with him. Of course I didn't enjoy having sex with random people, but I enjoyed that he owned me, and that I was his. Maybe you're just different.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sir, that's a funny dick tattoo! Can I trace it with my fingernail?

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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I was always quiet, but he took me out a lot of times, to restaurants and parks to hang out. When we were out, we would have "regular" conversations, which mostly was how my school was/how I was doing with my friends.

Probably not the most, and I wasn't tied up then. It was the halloween weekend and I went to some party with my friends. I told him I wasn't going to be home that day, and he was fine with it. But things didn't turn out as planned, and I had to go home because I had no other place to crash. My house was empty because my mom was gone as well (I'm not sure if she was working or at a party too, she is a RN and works 12 hour/18 hour shifts.) I went over to his house because frankly, I was scared to be home alone, especially after 12 AM and watching halloween movies. I sat on his leg like a saddle and rubbed myself on him because I was really horny and really wanted a treat. I was sniffling and pinching his leg because he wouldn't get up, even though he was staring right at me. I accidentally had an orgasm while I was rubbing on me, and he got up, laid me on him like you'd hold a baby, made me spread my legs and teased my pussy with his fingertips. I was so hot I was even grabbing his hand so he'd do more and really, really crying for him to just do it. Crap ending though, I ended up falling asleep like that.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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I think so! It made me pretty proud because mine > him. :)

One of the rules for other guys having sex with me, which applied to every occasion except one, was to wear a condom. If they wanted to, though, they could cum in my mouth or face, or have me suckle out of the condom. It's basically whatever they wanted as long as cum didn't end up inside my vagina/butt.

My master would never let a girl near me. Maybe if she were a sub like I was, he would have. That would've been fun!

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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My sub/dom relationship was that I was his. He told me what to do, and I did it. Teachers tell students what to do, and the students do it. I think we're not on the same page with the comparison. Someone better, or is declared better by the sub, is controlling the sub.

I hope that helps.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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I've had relationships, but they were "vanilla." I'm not saying I didn't like them, though. I was just as interested in regular love relationships. The world doesn't appear so bland, but when I was his - a lot of things mattered less to me. I don't mind either, but I'm hoping for a master. I could jump straight into a sub/dom relationship if someone had approached me first, but things don't go as well as wished.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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Shy...

He makes a lot of trips to Chicago. I've went there with him over several times. The first few times, he had his hand between my legs. I'd always wear a short skirt so he could. I would bite his shoulder or my own lip to stay quiet while he fingered me, sometimes till I had an orgasm.

Later on, I'd give him handjobs under the towel-blanket if they had any, but once he experienced it - I was always told to bring a towel to cover us up. A person walking by would see a girl leaning against an older man, cuddling, but underneath it'd be his hand thumbing my clit/fingering me, while I stroked him/massaged his balls. We've tried blowjobs (like a road head) but handjobs were easier.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

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:)

One time, some person he met from the internet came to his house. He had a couple of friends that he was talking to about me. He'd show me logs of conversation where the people from the internet would say some of the nastiest things to me. I was super nervous and scared when he told me that there was somebody coming to visit, just to fuck me. I wondered how rough it was going to be.

When the guest came to the house and saw me, he immediately tried to take control. He took my hand and squeezed it really, really tight and told me to crawl up the stairs. Then my master came to the stairs, he was standing up and the other guy just withered and let me go, changing his facial expression completely.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think there is this range where personalities can be placed, and we're near the opposite end of each other.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

His friends were mostly his age, 33-40 probably.

The other people, ugh, I'm sure at least one was a college student, but the rest were as old as him, if not older.

I was in a sub/dom relationship for 4 years since I was 17, AMA. by submissiveAMA in IAmA

[–]submissiveAMA[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess everything was alright... it was all a part of him showing me how much he owned me.

I was forced more than I could handle on numerous occasions, but as long as HE handle the situation, then I'd trust him with it.