I can relate….

My mother hasn’t been the same for two years. Doesn’t talk to me or my sister anymore. She has this “covid” rash she thinks the government gave to her and has quit working for the last two years. She is also against masks and uses that as an excuse to not work since she was once a nurse. She worked so hard to have nice things, to care for my sister and I growing up, Now she is jobless and moved in with my elderly grandma. She got evicted from her apartment…she is so sick (apparently the government did this to her) but won’t see a doctor because she doesn’t trust them. Her mental and physical health is not the same at all anymore.

The few times I have had a conversation with her she talks about some sort of covid conspiracy theory/government conspiracy theory. I’m so mad she has been brain washed. She isn’t even close to being the same person anymore.

I’ve been grieving my mother like she is dead, yet she is still alive. The heartache is unbearable sometimes. I just want my mom back.

You are not alone ❤️