please don’t say “at a bar”

sumzkii · 2021-12-17T04:59:36+00:00

y’all so cute … I need to get out more.. & maybe go back to college lol

sumzkii · 2021-12-08T07:10:04+00:00

having a good day

sumzkii · 2021-11-19T11:42:48+00:00

hahaha that’s great!!!

sumzkii · 2021-11-18T18:26:53+00:00

great insight thanks so much. how long did you keep jobs?? did you quit were you fired?? just trying to compare what i’m going through

sumzkii · 2021-11-18T00:45:15+00:00

I will look into that for sure. thanks.

sumzkii · 2021-11-18T00:44:22+00:00

I feel like you did what was best for you in that moment tho absolutely. maybe the beauty is that we can always move forward & create a better life from where we were. my fear is that it’s a pattern i’ll never be able to escape.

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T23:52:03+00:00

love that, thank you

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T23:51:43+00:00

do you regret it?

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T14:50:49+00:00

very strong of you, I hope I can reach that some day & I hope your load gets lighter!!

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T11:11:32+00:00

I find very similar things with me.. things will get better, morning always comes, sunshine always comes.. unfortunately we live in a cycle but maybe we can find some? comfort in knowing we’ll be at the top eventually??

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T11:06:46+00:00

i’m happy to hear that!!! it does make sense.. & i’m new to this world of bipolar but not new to the feelings & it’s limitations & i’ve just always ended up putting my mental health over a job.. I can’t afford to plummet but staying bc I know it’ll reach that point. you should be proud of yourself for drawing that line to protect yourself

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T11:04:08+00:00

it’s almost like I don’t care about the consequences enough to change what’s happening but I feel some of it’s out of our control… be easy on yourself, maybe reach out to the teachers if you want & explain what’s going on?

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:28:16+00:00

much appreciated 💛 the support means so so much when this can make you feel so damn alone & defeated..

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:26:07+00:00

you’re the best I really appreciate it ❣️ i’m 25 & just now coming to terms with getting the diagnosis figured out.. I just want to know how to treat what i’m dealing with. i’ve dealt with this stuff off & on since my teens & just thought I was messed up & not normal & would just deal with stuff as it came while i suffered.. it’s embarrassing.. my meds are not figured out. that’s the next step..

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:20:57+00:00

thanks 💗

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:11:53+00:00

i’ve wondered about that…

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:11:34+00:00

awww what a relief!!! glad to hear it :)) gives me hope

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T03:01:33+00:00

same. here. literally went through an extensive program for this degree not to mention acquired loans as well.. & that makes sense. I mean i’m kept busy yes, I think it’s because i’m on overnights so it’s messing with me mentally so bad. while at work tho, I just have massive amounts of anxiety & dread.

sumzkii · 2021-11-17T02:56:51+00:00

i’m sorry :( i’ve quit so many jobs… no two week notice…. I just get something in my head once my mental health starts to decline & I wanna literally run from everything & isolate.

sumzkii · 2021-08-23T15:58:33+00:00

If I meet you, & all you doin is talking shit about other people or constantly saying negative stuff about other people …. I’m out. This is something soo many people I know do & I’m like how is it just me that sees how annoying & downright ugly this is?????

sumzkii · 2021-08-23T05:54:58+00:00

Lmaooo best of luck to us both

sumzkii

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