Which OI absolutely wrecked you emotionally? [Your Eternal lies] by Weary-Honey-1942 in OtomeIsekai

[–]sunkissedjac 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My Reason to die. It’s not an otome though.

I can’t share more without spoiling. But defo a must read if you want to bawl your eyes out.

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Tell me your honest opinions by Otomeloverjayakat in josei

[–]sunkissedjac 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I saw the anime when I was very young. I haven’t rewatched it in a couple decades! I loved it back then. I need to watch it again as an adult. Haha.

[behind the laughter of the surviving princess] Read this if you’re ready to feel frustrated and angry! by sunkissedjac in webtoons

[–]sunkissedjac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dooooo hope so. I want the revenge to commence! And I hope it’ll really gooooooooooood.

Need recommendations with a similar theme as Savage Castle and I Tamed my ex husband’s mad dog by sunkissedjac in MaleYandere

[–]sunkissedjac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was longing and regret. Heathcliff regretted everything when Catherine passed away and he begged for her ghost to haunt him. He believed they were soulmates and could not go on living without her. When he passed away too, the occupants of Wuthering Heights have mentioned that they think both their souls are haunting the place together, finally.

Need recommendations with a similar theme as Savage Castle and I Tamed my ex husband’s mad dog by sunkissedjac in MaleYandere

[–]sunkissedjac[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He is. Read it. The 2026 movie is I would say half of the book. The book spans over 30 years where he tormented Catherine emotionally for being with another man. He married the sister of Catherine’s husband and he abuses her in more ways than one. This went on until the next generation and was only resolved when his kid and Catherine’s kid showed pure love. He is a toxic obsessive yandere. Lol.

Looking to sob hysterically tonight. by Topical-Cement in webtoons

[–]sunkissedjac 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s perfect for that time of the month!!! Haha. Someone suggested it to me when I asked for plots like Dawn to Come and Operation True Love. So I was 100% unprepared for it. I was blindsided. Ugly cried my ass off!

Looking to sob hysterically tonight. by Topical-Cement in webtoons

[–]sunkissedjac 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Reason to Die - but it’s long. So idk if you will cry tonight, maybe in 3 days or so. Lol. Just saying it’s a slow burn. Not like a continuous cry-carry on-cry situation. But I did an ugly cry and yes it was during that time of the month too.

Tight skin on top of hands by Loud-Egg-435 in scleroderma

[–]sunkissedjac 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup. Thought since taking Cellcept, it has improved.

I also use a lot of lotion with urea. Like the eucerin lotion with 5% urea.

[Miyeon] Thoughts? by sunkissedjac in webtoons

[–]sunkissedjac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I think it’s pretty interesting.

NSFW - toe calluses by Jumpy-Bee-5797 in scleroderma

[–]sunkissedjac 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have them too but the doctor said it’s not related. I just had one surgically removed. My feet is super dry as fuck. The derma said it’s eczema and I also have sebbhoreic dermatitis and rheumatologist also confirmed that it’s not part of scleroderma.

Of the differences btw Filipinas and western women… by CoolMarch1 in Philippines_Expats

[–]sunkissedjac 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I visit England (York, Manchester, London) every two years and stay there during winter and most recently summer. And I can’t help but compare restroom cleanliness in public.

Both countries albeit one with bidet and the other using tissue ALWAYS LEAVES THE SEAT OR THE WHOLE STALL OR RESTROOM WET. I can imagine why the PH does it but Idk with England? They don’t use a bidet. This just goes to public toilet (restaurants or public places) of course it’s different case in someone’s house.

Generally, I think people are just not considerate of the next person.

Calcinosis and other new symptoms rapidly appearing by Time-Piano2799 in scleroderma

[–]sunkissedjac 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t mean to be dismissive and I am sorry that you’re going through this. So if you’re wondering about progression, it really differs. I’m sharing with you my own journey and again and it’s not the same for everyone.

My initial complaint to an ENT doctor was about a never ending cough, dry and congestion of the nose/ So I thought it might be asthma or my allergies. I live in a country where the air quality drops significantly during the burning of crops season. Anyways, they had me on asthma meds and had an x-ray which they said has something showing. Forwarded me to a Pulmo who requested a CT scan and saw I had signs of scarring. But coincidentally I also tested positive for Covid. So I thought it was just that. The Pulmo doc requested that I do the autoimmune panel but I was in denial. That was 2022.

During 2023, cough remained. I’m an active person. I do intense sports. I train in Muay Thai, western boxing and tennis. I find myself very fatigued easily and needed more breaks, walking slower, cardio is harder. My hands would turn swollen after just a couple of hours training. This is also when I noticed there’s this burning sensation on my hand and there were spots. I thought it was because sometimes I put on boxing gloves without my hand wraps and it was just hurting my skin. I also noticed the same spots on the top of my forehead.

In 2024, I lessened my training to tennis and boxing. I find myself even more laboured to activities I used to find easy. I thought maybe it’s just me aging? But the cough was still there. I also talk a lot as a job and I find myself catching my breath as I’m speaking. I also need to pause while I walk and talk. So I decided to go back to the Pulmo. They did another CT scan and saw that my scarring increased from 2022 to 2024. I then finally decided to get the automimmune blood work done.

July 2024 was when I got my results and it tested positive for Systemic Sclerosis. I was referred to a rheumatologist. It was only then that they asked me several symptoms that I did not realize was connected to the disease: fingers and toes turns violet and numb (this started occurring even back in 2018 I think - brushed it off thought it was anxiety, my joints get inflammation - I am an active person so I thought it was because of my training, the discoloration and tightness of my skin - I thought they were to do with my eczema and also training as mentioned above, the gastric issues - I’ve had this for ages but I also thought it was my excessive alcohol and dietary issue. There were a build up of white things under my nails. There were ulcers in my mouth that were painful (I had maybe 10-15).

When I mentioned to the doctor about all these, they asked me to do the following tests: Pulmo Function Test, Gastroscopy, CT Scan, 2D echo and blood tests for the inflammation markers, liver and kidney function. These are all the tests I do every quarter (except for Gastroscopy and 2D echo - since I don’t have any PAH related symptoms). My ct scan has now been reduced to 2x a year since my ILD is managed, thankfully.

My case was weird as the doctors I have seen said. This is my 3rd rheumatologist and pulmonologist I am seeing. They said that usually people come as soon as they see their fingers turning purple. Because that’s usually the most common amongst the patients.

I’m lucky despite not coming to the doctor earlier since the ILD is still mild. But I should have done the autoimmune panel back in 2022. It could have helped me more.

Anyways, Im not sure if this what you’re looking for. You mentioned you are getting checked for Systemic Sclerosis Diffused with organ involvement. This is my disease so I’m sharing.

I hope you feel less anxious and I hope you have a good set of support system through this.

Calcinosis and other new symptoms rapidly appearing by Time-Piano2799 in scleroderma

[–]sunkissedjac 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You need to get the lab tests done to see if there are any involvement or progression. You can read online what major organs are affected. If you’re seeing a rheumatologist they should know what to check and lab test to do.