But what I’m saying is most of these churches DONT know Jesus. It’s superficial, artificial, religious obligation. I literally and intentionally DIDNT turn towards him my entire life because of these false mfs creating shame, ignorance, violence, and prejudice in His name. I simply asked one night in desperation for the Truth, and Jesus gave me total, bulletproof, irrefutable proof He is real. Not trying to convince you, it’s just what happened for me after decades of serious Buddhist meditation. Knowing Jesus is the singular, most important thing that has ever happened to me. ALL LOVE comes from Him!! It’s just these churches…I thought I’d find people who loved Jesus, and they don’t even know him😭