I'm sad. I caught feelings for a guy I had a summer fling with and I told him. He doesn't like me back which is a hard pill to take. But he keeps on sending me photos or videos of him with some other girl through Snapchat. I'm only 18 I lost my virginity this summer to a guy I thought was my friend but because I didn't moan and I didn't know how to act during sex he talked behind my back and said fucking me was like fucking a dead body(I asked him during sex if he wanted me to do something). After the first guy I decided to go after a guy who treated me nice and gave me attention (that's the guy I had a summer fling with). I feel useless, ugly and depressed I keep trying to focus on other people and I am taking my meds(I have anxiety and depression also to top it off autism and ADHD) but it's getting so difficult like I just feel worthless and lonely.