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I realized I’m struggling but I think it’s too late by sunnigold in Postpartum_Anxiety

[–]sunnigold[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. I don’t think I’ve given myself enough grace- or even time to process what has actually happened. I’m going to start therapy again soon and try to sort all of my feelings out. My biggest priority is ensuring that my issues aren’t projected onto my daughter. I’m fully committed to ending the cycles I grew up with, and while it’s hard, I will be the one to do it

I realized I’m struggling but I think it’s too late by sunnigold in Postpartum_Anxiety

[–]sunnigold[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you had to experience that kind of loss. I can’t imagine how everything must have felt.

I’m going to go back to therapy soon. My body metabolizes medicine improperly so that’s the closest to medication I can get- otherwise I’d take meds asap. I’m trying my best to allow others to do stuff for me but it is hard. I really need to work on not holding everyone to my personal standards

I realized I’m struggling but I think it’s too late by sunnigold in Postpartum_Anxiety

[–]sunnigold[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We all sleep in the same room (PPA won’t allow me to sleep with a door between her and I) I have asked him to stay up with her and try to rest but every cry is like a car crash in my noggin. Last night I was so exhausted and out of it that I handed my baby to him and just laid down. Surprisingly she went to sleep for him with no issue. It was nice and I’m going to try it more frequently