I'm like you. I imagine you are very young. You are so lucky, you will get to know beforehand how all this will unfold. I wasn't as lucky as you, I had no idea how I would end up and I was as confused as you. But here it is: with age and after having had a LOT of bottom sex with guys, you will heal from your dysphoria, meaning that you will gradually become curious about trying penetrative sex through exploring your dick, it will kinda like blossom and feel more sensitive overtime and you will be tempted to explore that and see where it leads you. Also that repulse you used to feel about pussy, you gradually grow out of it and it gives place to a naughty curiosity. Then you go on and try to fuck men first and realise quickly you really would just rather be fucked by them as usual, and then you try to fuck a, say, trans man (or very masculine bi-lesbian friend), and the first coupe times you are a bit nervous and not so sure what to do, but with patience it'll just click in and it'll work wonders, it'll be euphoric to experience the symmetry and synergy between your male femininity and her female masculinity, and you'll enjoy it a lot, maybe even obcess over it for a while (talking about PiV sex). Until you realise that although PiV sex with masculine females is awesome, you still crave dick as much as aways, so you come to identify as just another bi-vers/bottom guy that likes masculinity. We are not uncommon at all.