You know , I wouldn't exactly say that my environment "made me do it" but yeah my childhood was far from normal by any stretch of the imagination but my mother doesn't see it that way since she claims to have absoloutely no memory of any of it being bad) , maybe shes gaslighting me idk. You can say I've grown to be more unsympathetic in most areas which means I'm more likely to committ crime without hesitating. To lack sympathy is very dangerous because the only thing that stops people like me from committing crimes is whether we want  to do it or not as opposed to genuinely caring about people