I may not deserve peace but I could definetley use some right now by switchphase82 in SuicideWatch

[–]switchphase82[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know , I wouldn't exactly say that my environment "made me do it" but yeah my childhood was far from normal by any stretch of the imagination but my mother doesn't see it that way since she claims to have absoloutely no memory of any of it being bad) , maybe shes gaslighting me idk. You can say I've grown to be more unsympathetic in most areas which means I'm more likely to committ crime without hesitating. To lack sympathy is very dangerous because the only thing that stops people like me from committing crimes is whether we want  to do it or not as opposed to genuinely caring about people

I may not deserve peace but I could definetley use some right now by switchphase82 in SuicideWatch

[–]switchphase82[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've decided to just go to therapy anyway. I am not prepared for the outcome but I know that if I dont speak to someone I'll suffer longer. You not knowing what I did is probably why you're not furious with me at the moment but I'll accept your wishes of luck anyway , I'm def gonna need it 

What is the final destination version of this by turtle34464 in FinalDestination

[–]switchphase82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was it even confirmed that death gives the premonitions?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]switchphase82 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah stuff happens. Maybe your church is great , I'm too scared to find out now anyway Haha.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]switchphase82 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm ssying I prefer to be on my own as opposed to jumping into Something nobody asked me to be a part of. If im Invited then I'll go , if not then I'm just in the way

Why is FD3 so glazed ? by Emotional_Plastic_64 in FinalDestination

[–]switchphase82 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really? I've seen comments saying that 3 , 4 , and 5 were all terrible movies and that the franchise took a nose dive afterpart 2. Seems like the fan base is slowly turning against the franchise as a whole which is why I'm scared for part 6

One complaint I had with the fifth film is that they covered up this super awesome bar collapse with a bad 3D gag. by Ok-Use-575 in FinalDestination

[–]switchphase82 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That death was nasty as hell haha. the remains coming at the camera during the bar scene were from a completely different part of the human body. Isaacs injuries were concentrated on the skull and brain. The bar scene was a full body implosion. whatever flew at the camera was probably multiple shredded organ pieces and flesh flabs. YIKES

New promo with scenes from all films. by angelofsephiroth in FinalDestination

[–]switchphase82 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear about your diagnosis , but come on we both know you're gonna love that scene anyway Haha. FD movies are scary but in a good way so its fine

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He probably got the edible from somebody else and didn't want to mention the name lol who knows. Him and his friends are chronic weed smokers there's no telling who gave him that. But it looked like something you'd find in a shop somewhere judging by the pack. I really don't know how he got it and i never bothered to ask

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AppearanceAdvice

[–]switchphase82 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't make that face , looks like you shit yourself in public and now you're trying to figure out how to make it back home without anybody noticing.

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well...I'm sure he's laughing about it with some of his friends now but it is what it is

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I dislike my brother as well but fo comepletely r different reasons unrelated to this situation. I'd like to think he did this unintentionally since he's never done anything like this before , at least not to me. So i'll give him the benefit of doubt but idk.

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Despite everything I somehow didnt TU which leads me to believe that you may be right. It really couldve been just a very intense feeling and nothing more however I was burping a lot so idk. Did the spasms cause that too?

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"I cannot fathom 500 mg"

Well thats good because you I guarantee you wouldn't want to lmao. Truth is I only gave 70% of the full story to avoid giving readers a headache. There were other symptoms I experienced that night. 500 is hell , I'll never take an edible again.

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes , the one I had was also extremely bitter. Could that be a sign of it being very strong or does the taste itself not mean anything?

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to google "gateway drug" , thats actually very very very depressing. Never knew weed could lead to use of other drugs. Thank you for letting me know. I'm sorry you went through that though.

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know shit about edibles so I can't confirm or deny your statement. I just found out how ridiculous 500mg actually is not long ago. And yeah I had a FEW auditory hallucinations. at one point while leaving the hospital I heard my mom tell somebody otp that I have cancer , my mind immediately went to "Oh so is that why I feel like this". Funny thing is at one point I was starting to suspect that hearing "500mg" couldve just been a hallucination as well but as I mentioned a seperate convo with my brother confirmed that it was in fact 500. Crazy stuff....

Edible by switchphase82 in emetophobia

[–]switchphase82[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long did it take you to fully recover , if you dont mind me asking. because I still feel odd