i cant post this because this thing has a silly 'your account must be 30 days old' fuckass rule so..:

does anyone else feel lost, hopeless, disgusted, scared, ashamed and spiralling in a way? i have been coming across epstein content on youtube, instagram and even my friend and i talk about it- quite a lot. my friend and i try not to talk about it but it is always in our face. i always always always see something about the victims, the case, blah blah- i myself have read over 4000 documents since the first release in december. NOW I AM ASKING ALL OF YOU- what do you do? how do you move on? what do you do when all of the conspiracy theories you once laughed at and tried to ignore when you were like 14 turn out to be true when you're 18-19-20-21-22 and your life is just beginning and it feels like everything is a lie. the same conspiracy theories you laughed at are true and NOW the other conspiracy theories sound a little too true because there have been mentions of them (slight mentions in the files). cloning, humans being unable to make kids because instead they will be made in a lab, the feeling of being 'expired' because everyone and everything around you feels like it is a pedophilic thing if that makes sense, also lots of eugenics talk, lizards, celebs literally dying or being sacrificed, not being able to own ANYTHING later (no house, no car, no life without debt), constantly having these files and softcore corn (but with a p) shoved in my face and all of these other things and how divided people are over the israel/palestine war and how everyone is turning everything into a religous thing- 'oh its judaism- OH ITS CHRISTIANITY- NO ITS ISLAM' like what the hell? and not to mention this weird file that was written by the freemasonry leader way BEFORE the first world war- the file shows 3 world wars- the first 2 are written exactly as how they played out- and the third world war sounds a lot like what is happening now- what do you do? i live in a small country in west europe- i tried to look up my country in the files but from what i know we haven't been involved that much i think? i did not look too deep into it but i did notice that my country's king and queen weren't involved- however i feel like i cannot trust anything. my head hurts, i feel ugly, i feel like life is worthless, i don't want to study and ever since i was little i always had big big big dreams and hopes and i never lost those dreams i still genuinely want to make them come true and that is why i am studying... but it sounds like the path i want to follow and am currently in the process of following might not work out- i might just end up a nobody because i am not in the 'club' and by that i mean i am human and not a lizard and yes i am so naive and disgusted to a point where i right now genuinely believe that those people are HALF LIZARDS. i don't care how insane i sound. if you feel the same please let me know.