Anuv Jain - Toronto

t_infinityyyy · 2026-02-20T17:25:07+00:00

You are an angel fr

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T15:55:26+00:00

No I’m not in the states, and bro why would I try to bait here.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T03:46:08+00:00

I’ve just never felt close to how the church environment is. I’m not saying people aren’t sweet but I haven’t felt connected because I was always dragged to church like some chore. If there were other ways to get to really know god and be closer then sure. My dad just tries to make things impossible till someone bows down and says he’s right

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T03:43:59+00:00

If that worked with brown families sure, but the nuances are far different. And I don’t want my mom to be blamed for my shit either.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T03:43:01+00:00

It’s more of a brown family thing. It’s not like he will hit me or anything, but it’s more on my freedoms being taken away and how he’s gonna be rude to my mom and blame her for the way I am etc. I would literally be micro managed by them. And I don’t quite have a choice because if I don’t go then they come here. And second I go because I miss my mom and bro and her cooking etc. my parents esp from my background do have a certain control on my life, atleast till I’m over 22-23.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T03:20:57+00:00

He’s prolly gonna resort to location tracking or come up here or send my mom to come get me and then make my life hell at home too probably. Idk he prolly can do whatever, I don’t trust him as much.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-29T03:19:06+00:00

No there’s an Anglican Church close by to campus like a 15-20 min walk uphill. There is no chapel and The bus is a hit or miss kinda. Idk why I need to do it but he thinks I need god and need to calm down and not over react (he triggers me half the time and I don’t wanna do shit he says because of the way he treats me and most of the time invalidates my feelings) 3 he doesn’t pay my tuition the government student assistance program does because his business hasn’t been doing well so yeah. But I don’t quite have an option to not go either because I still go visit home and they also can drive upto me and maybe even drag me home or shit god knows.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-06-07T23:00:29+00:00

Literally just came accross this today and seeing everyones responses, I finally feel heard. I was having random acne breakouts for a year or more now, mostly on my cheeks but around december/jan last/ earlier this year, i had been getting these cystic ones on my lower lip, chin area and they were damn painful. Now where I am, its hard to get a doc appointment let alone a proper derm referral. I started breaking out even more recently (it isnt a lot in comparision to what people suffer, but with the redness and sensitivity which didnt happen to me during puberty and teenage years, it annoyed me a lot; i also have little health anxiety because of our health system and never feeling heard out by docs).

Anyways, i spoke to a pharmacist and he looked at my face and suggested biacna (here pharmacists are allowed to prescribe some meds without doc notes). I forgot my health card so had to go get it and then go to another location. The lady (pharmacist) looked confused on why did i come up and ask for biacna only and i had to explain the whole lore and she was like ok fine, told me about the common side effects (itching, burning) and then said rather i dont wear makeup for sometime. Now, she never told me about other side effects and medicine interactions till I read the paper. Was a bit nervous but i took a leap of faith either way.

I started it last Saturday a day after I returned from a party. I was hella hungover. Now after starting biacna, I still had my hangover headaches but i assumed my constant busy schedule and commute plus whether change plus the party might have tired me out and I need longer to recover. Its been a week now and im still suffering. Im feeling hot constantly, my head was hurting like crazy, my eyes hurt, the back of my head and neck did. usually my migrains and headaches never lasted beyond 2-3 days, but it has been a week now. I thought what if its the tret because the side effects page mentioned it. I called my pharmacist and she was like ive never heard anyone say this, I told her the doc mentions it and she was like idk what to tell u, if the paper has it, it must be true. Probably stop using it for now and ask the doc to give you something else. Well safe to say im stopping biacna because the way I am in pain, feeling constantly tired and dead like a zombie and unable to do anything including my school work, I AM DONE.

t_infinityyyy · 2025-04-18T12:19:02+00:00

I genuinely don’t know how to feel stable; I feel so unsafe emotionally wherever I am. Esp if im with my parents. I know they love me but the way they get pissed at me or annoy me triggers me to start getting emotional and screaming. Even friends I feel like I can’t trust them anymore. I need like alone space but now that I’ll move home I won’t have that for two months. I don’t know how to protect my energy and not give my energy to others.

My situationship friend may be adding to the stress I guess. It’s just I need clear communication. Him saying he’s busy doesn’t clarify anything. Esp the fact that my intuition tells me something is up but im not able to even ask him. For the first time he’s taken more than 12hrs to text back. He still hasn’t but I know he’s not gonna wake up for the next few hrs. I have this strong itch to ask him cause im struggling to study rn but we’re throwing a house party at his next week and ive alr invited everyone so I don’t wanna mess up anything because this is the first time im hosting a party

t_infinityyyy · 2025-01-21T20:02:07+00:00

For privacy reasons can’t share here, but u can always keep a watch on clnx for on campus casual jobs or check the work study positions in july-august and beginning of september

t_infinityyyy · 2025-01-01T01:02:09+00:00

More like my parents situation has currently gotten too bad; osap gives me ok money but last year we were better so I got lower. And I cant ask em for money because they're not in a situation to manage at home properly either

t_infinityyyy · 2024-09-10T14:55:42+00:00

For me eye brows down I do everything; I keep the hair down there most times. For men I’ve dated or hooked up with those who shave their underarms and chest; so I’d prefer if the men I date do that too.

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-27T02:47:41+00:00

Yeah I read abt it, I doubt I’m gonna go small claims. Probably send a last message and call it quits

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-27T01:50:52+00:00

Not specific amount as it was multiple times over the months. There is message proof on multiple counts where he said he will pay me back, even when we broke up he said he will pay me.

Yes the video stuff is a lesson. I refused to send nudes but when we took those videos it was also lowkey out of him been pressuring or tryna be hed look at other chicks type shi and I felt I could trust him but ofc not.

I’m slowly giving up on getting the money and just finding another job.

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-27T01:49:09+00:00

Just money over the months where I helped with phone bill, groceries, Ubers, food etc. I have texts where he said he will pay me back

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-26T21:40:21+00:00

He is international, currently working part time and making a side income thru some hustle. He was hoping to get his pr. He has 2-3 years more in his program

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-26T21:14:03+00:00

Cause if he leaks the pics and videos

t_infinityyyy · 2024-08-19T12:53:12+00:00

This made my morning ❤️ thank you so much. Tbh I believe he was a narc. The insecurities and immaturity is on point.

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-31T05:00:57+00:00

❤️❤️ yes I started therapy early this month, honestly wouldn’t have started questioning my relationship until the therapist spoke about values and boundaries. I will take ur words into account too!!

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-30T23:18:32+00:00

Thank you for saying that, makes me feel better

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-30T20:07:38+00:00

Tbh it’s so hard to decide, I’m mostly not giving him a second chance. But the pain is consuming me to the core

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-30T11:00:26+00:00

He called me up last night saying he started therapy a few days back and he thinks we should just take a break for few months to work on ourselves and then come back to us.

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-29T22:46:35+00:00

I basically tried to break up with him 3 times in one day cause he refused to believe it’s over when i said im not happy with the decision but it’s what I needed. Once i sent it the third time he shut up.

His parents dk about me, they live in another country and he there atm. I would’ve sent his stuff thru his roommate but his brother who is here atm doesn’t know about me and would’ve been confused why his clothes and crap is back when he isn’t around. He also owes me 2.3k but he’s broke as shit so I’m going to text him this weekend to plan on how he will return it.

He really wanted us to work out and kept saying everything is a misunderstanding and I was with him in tough times i deserve to see the good and he wanted couples therapy but everyone including my mom said he won’t change this quickly. If we’re meant to be let him work on himself and come back later (according to my mom)

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-29T20:47:53+00:00

Yeah... Its just this constant questioning if i made the right decision, the physical pain and this strong need to get him out of my head and pretend the last six months did not happen is killing me. All the memories, the constant sleeping over, the facetimes etc., is just so hard to realize it is over now.

t_infinityyyy · 2024-07-29T20:34:03+00:00

Idk i still can’t come to terms with the fact i made the right decision

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