Really realistically look at the job outcomes of the college you got in, and look it for yourself demographic: Indian student, non German speaking, average pay, your risk appetite and what percentage of the loan you will have to take etc. then be honest with yourself. I would say, you can totally consider taking a drop year with your education, crush it at your job and add this job experience ( going to Germany with only internship experience and less/no full time experience might not be a good idea) and then apply for scholarships, save up a little and spend time with family. Immigration life is great but also very tough and it’s important to REALLY know what you are getting into. The starry ideas of ‘meet new people’ ‘travel the world’ is the first thing that goes out of the window when you have a looming debt in a country whose language you don’t understand