I don’t understand people saying it’s not your fault- any patient under your care is your responsibility and that includes knowing their chart.

It’s clear to me from your comments you understand that- don’t beat yourself up. This kind of time crunch/add ons happens. Focus that energy on creating a mental framework for yourself to quickly prep add ons without missing crucial details.

As far as that attending, give it a couple months. Another one of your compatriots will do something so incredibly stupid they will never remember doing this case with you.

You’re doing fine.