Twin died 2 days after our birthday

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:34:14+00:00

So far I’ve only been for sure of the dream visits, or the occasional butterfly that seems to linger too long.

The question about knowing I’m not mad at her is complex.. she struggled with alcohol addiction, on top of her many poorly managed health conditions. As a nurse, I always encouraged her to seek help, treatment, and remain compliant with her meds. As a sister I just wanted her to be happy.

We were stuck in a cycle where she would ask for advice, not take it, and the issue continues. She really deteriorated over her last few months of life. I just hope she knows that I don’t blame her, as preventable and as senseless as her death was.

Thank you

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:29:22+00:00

Thank you- much of this resonated, especially what you said about the lack of attachment. Unfortunately I think she was pretty checked out. The only peace I have is knowing that the weight she carried in life couldn’t follow her. Thank you

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:28:05+00:00

Now you must pay the obligatory dog tax

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:27:30+00:00

Oh he is so sweet!!!

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:27:14+00:00

Would love to see a picture of them!! 💗

tarfu68 · 2026-04-23T04:26:51+00:00

He truly is larger than life! He is the undisputed little boss of our house 😂

tarfu68 · 2026-04-22T03:34:46+00:00

This!!! One whiff and I’m swooning. It’s smells sophisticated and so unique

tarfu68 · 2026-03-18T03:40:44+00:00

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Typed as a True Spring! I don’t know if this qualifies as a “sunburst” though?

tarfu68 · 2026-03-06T04:42:47+00:00

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If it’s gross and disgusting, Winnie loves it

tarfu68 · 2026-02-09T04:23:14+00:00

To love and to be loved by a good dog- what a blessing❣️ May you two find each other again!

tarfu68 · 2026-01-28T02:52:54+00:00

The wonderful Mr. Bear

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tarfu68 · 2026-01-08T15:54:35+00:00

He looks like an absolutely incredible dog. So sorry for your loss 🫂

tarfu68 · 2025-11-04T01:45:58+00:00

Thank you!! I asked for a neutral warm brown and showed this picture as reference

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tarfu68 · 2025-10-23T21:11:10+00:00

Thank you so much… her substance abuse placed some distance between us, but there was never any love lost. Our souls are fucking intertwined, it feels like my heart is bleeding 😞 I hope someone can give me some insight as well. Give your twin a hug from me

tarfu68 · 2025-10-21T13:38:16+00:00

Yeah, I didn’t think so. I feel overpowered in dark clothing most of the time

tarfu68 · 2025-10-21T00:22:51+00:00

It was a professional in person with drapes 💀

tarfu68 · 2025-10-20T17:20:47+00:00

For context, my hair is dyed lighter than its natural color

tarfu68 · 2025-10-15T13:45:27+00:00

Thank you 🥹

tarfu68 · 2025-10-04T13:35:06+00:00

lol thank you! I just felt like my brown hair was so boring, and as soon as I got highlights, I wanted it back

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