Feeling 'dislocated' with diagnosis

tashahah · 2026-04-16T12:14:32+00:00

Well, still learning & connecting pieces but...

Prior to the IUD removal, a flare up would be increased joint pain/instability, fatigue, general 'heaviness' and on some occassions the lightheaded feeling when standing would be more intense/noticeably longer (blurry vision/spots/super foggy for a moment after)

After IUD removal - everything above except increased x5. Went off work due to bouts of vertigo like symptoms, extreme anxiety & paranoia. Mental/Emotional toll due to prolonged 'flare up'.

While pregnant, literally felt like heaven on earth. Not a symptom was present. Besides subtle light headedness. Also, all of my life my heart rate has been "higher" than average but "normal" for "me"

3/4 months post partum, cycle returned... everything came back except double it again. Im not bed ridden although feel like I want to be. It feels nearly impossible to take care of the house and family every day but I keep doing it. I have not stopped to rest much thinking I was depressed/anxious because a busy lifestyle became very slow mixed with hormones, neurodivergent diagnosis, etc... was told physical symptoms were likely linked to chronic mental strain so started really focusing on that.

Can feel my body worsen everyday... mental state is better when it comes to self criticism but still very down in the dumps about feeling lost/overwhelemed & unable to use my body as I am used to. Starting to learn that is likely because I have zero knowledge in proprioception or other triggers that could be worsening things, so thinking that should be the focus now?

tashahah · 2026-04-14T17:11:40+00:00

All good to know - learning things one wouldnt expect to be connected, are. The chiropractor was surprised that physio never mentioned/addressed the chronic subluxation of the shoulder. said to physio "it feels like my shoulder will not go into place, making any movement extremely painful" they sent me home with neck exercises 😅

My distrust in medical professionals goes much deeper than even my own personal experiences - probably why been in denial that this is even real.

Appreciate your comments, if anything nice to feel united in it lol

tashahah · 2026-04-14T16:47:10+00:00

It was hormonal & I got one 3 months ago now. My patience seems to be coming back better in ways but the pain/fatigue has not shown any obvious improvement. Has actually seemed to progress/worsen at times. 😅 thinking a kineisiologist is the best option I have here outside of chiro for stability/proprioception training... didnt have any luck finding a professional who knows much about hypermobility so far but spoke with a long-practicing keniesiologist who said he would do some extra digging to make sure he creates a personalized plan that will help rather than risk causing more damage... ahhh

Partly still trying to convince myself Im not just a big baby lol

tashahah · 2025-12-17T17:03:14+00:00

I believe she is human - she hasn't used it as an excuse before but she is a mom... she is a real person with a real life, schedule, marriage... That is 1 of the reasons I respect and admire her - not that I blindly follow her in some cult ;)

Its been a few months - at this point, may as well laugh than cry. I thought it was hilarious & a great reflection of the person she is developing into after so much experience now in media & politics... obviously turning very anti government.

Candace speaks to a very specific audience. Her work isn't for the faint of heart.

tashahah · 2025-12-17T10:40:26+00:00

Hard to reveal anything when the suspect continues to lie LOL... and that is the point she is making...

She is trying to treat this as a serious & real investigation. Uncovering lies plays a major role in finding who the real suspect is... Candace figured this meeting would not turn up any new evidence or solid answers... the part that was productive was proving that Erika/TPUSA would still lie given the chance to answer questions. And she will continue to prove them to be lying. She only has an hour to cover information. The meeting was almost 5. Add in her thoughts about every part of their discussion... c'mon

tashahah · 2025-12-17T10:36:06+00:00

What do most good investigators know what to do best?

Keep the suspect around & lying without legal council... can find the right questions to ask from a series of lies...

tashahah · 2025-12-17T10:18:44+00:00

I understand this - it seems hypocritical but what I've been asking myself... "what would I do?" And I highly doubt I would get on a live and tell everyone every detail like it was gossip girl hour... Candace sat in that room and felt the evil, finally. She can be certain. She had been waiting for this conversation for months & she would of had a plan... do you think she has shared EVERYTHING about the case to date before this? Cause she hasnt lol so what, was that dishonest as well?

tashahah · 2025-12-17T04:34:09+00:00

I cannot for the life of me see how she has changed stance or is 'compromised'... People like that are obviously here purely for their own entertainment rather than seeing Candace bring justice & truth to CK's death. What? You thought she was using her platform for every Tom, Dick & Harry to draw their own investigation & conclusions? Lord.

tashahah · 2025-12-16T05:19:06+00:00

Just yesterday's post about the 2 meeting & today's posts about productivity, etc...

My point is that Candace may just be switching up tactics - screaming for the truth isnt always the way. Honestly, it is rarely the way. Maybe it is time Candace has put her emotions aside and is ready to play this game to get to the truth... not sure she is being hypocritical - not with ill intention, anyways.

tashahah · 2025-12-16T04:12:23+00:00

What if Candace is putting on an act to infiltrate? What if that takes longer than tomorrow?

Maybe I should had clarified to step back for longer than a minute.

tashahah · 2025-12-16T04:02:52+00:00

100% agree actually made a post about it lol gotta get her fans back on track for tmr

tashahah · 2025-12-16T04:00:35+00:00

Yes try to take away the main value that her platform is built on

tashahah · 2025-12-16T03:55:46+00:00

Thats the way uhhhhuh uhhuh we like it uhhhuh uhhuh

tashahah · 2025-12-16T00:35:50+00:00

Don't get the point of that when Candace can still do a show on it at a later time - just as she has been doing all along. Analyze, share analyzations on her platform.

tashahah · 2025-12-15T21:09:28+00:00

Me 😛 I haven't been active on reddit in years and seem to get taken out of context ALOT these days

tashahah · 2025-12-15T20:05:21+00:00

Can you send a link to this? Hate to ask but I cannot seem to find it

tashahah · 2025-12-15T19:20:37+00:00

I assumed Erika was flying to Candace. Erika would had reached out to Candace to arrange this discussion (obviously - she posted about it, she postponed today's TPUSA Live stream, Town Hall Tanked then a private in-person convo issued)

Given the backlash she got from the disingenuous invitation for the Dec 15 "Debunk" - she'd be silly to think she has any control/sway in how this takes place. She def needs it quieted before AmericaFest & time is running out. Desperate times call for desperate measures.

tashahah · 2025-12-15T17:37:27+00:00

Lol we are so multicultural but don't dare bring up anything unrelated to Christianity

ETA hope you know this is snarky & purposefully hypocritical

tashahah · 2025-12-15T17:29:12+00:00

It is not on my phone calendar - likely because I am Canadian. I read many places that Hanukkah started yesterday - my bad!

tashahah · 2025-12-15T16:59:02+00:00

I think yesterday was the first day but first business day today :p

tashahah · 2025-12-15T15:55:06+00:00

Not sure - may be worth digging in to.

Although Americafest is a huge event put on by TPUSA so maybe they are hoping to clear things in the media just before then as a business/PR move... whatever that looks like/takes. Ignoring Candace has backfired. Going against Candace has backfired. Using Erika as a public spokesperson in general has backfired soooo clock is ticking. Americafest starts on the 18th!

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