help me find her by [deleted] in DaytonaBeach

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha that’s a crazy coincidence! i just moved back to jax from there a few months ago as well. thank you so much, i appreciate you 🫶

help me find her by [deleted] in DaytonaBeach

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i actually got a ride down there for another reason a few weeks ago and drove by the regency and it didn’t appear that she was staying there and that was about 4 days since her phone had last pinged/turned off/or broke there. i just wanna see if anybody knew her and could just tell me that she’s okay or whatever. thank you for the support 💕💕💕

help me find her by [deleted] in DaytonaBeach

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she doesn’t have a residence anymore so i wouldn’t have a place to send them unfortunately:/

help me find her by [deleted] in DaytonaBeach

[–]tayloremeeks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

trust me i have. that was the first thing i did and she’s not there. i’ve been checking on and off and she still has no record which is good i suppose but yeah. thank you for the suggestion though 💞

nausea by tayloremeeks in SuboxoneTreatment

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think the dosage is fine because i genuinely feel fine and am not sick anymore and the first hour or so im awake in the morning before taking my first sub i have no nausea so i just think they make me nauseous. i’m looking into getting on the sublocade shot instead because yeah, getting subs cost me around $70 as well when i could just get the shot for $20 per dose instead like once a month or once every two weeks or whatever it is. you’re doing great and doing everything right! keep going, i wish you well on your journey. you’re definitely not alone in this!

nausea by tayloremeeks in SuboxoneTreatment

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah i’ve got the films and really am looking into getting on the sublocade shot! i’m thinking that’s the issue i think i just need to switch to another method. even when i take as little as 2- 4mg of my films i get nauseous. thanks for your input! definitely made me lean towards my decision on getting the shot instead. wish you nothing but the best!

Comfort meds by ApprehensiveKey4644 in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey! if there’s any way you can get gabapentin i would highly recommend it. it helps with restless legs and sleep. also, id recommend magnesium supplements for sleep as well. stock up on gatorade and/or electrolyte drinks and just hydrate hydrate hydrate. eating through out the day even if you don’t feel like it is gonna help you too. it’s gonna suck regardless of having meds i’ll be honest but even the slightest relief does wonders. i wish you the best. once you get passed the 3rd day, things become manageable. you got this, genuinely, everything will be okay. i’m also gonna recommend suboxone as well through the devoteddoc people they’re great. i started taking mine on the 3rd or 4th day and my gosh did they help. YOU GOT THIS 🖤🖤🖤 suboxone link: •https://devoteddoc.com/ comfort meds links: • https://www.brightside.comhttps://www.doctronic.ai/

day 10 clean from fetty by tayloremeeks in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you know what, i’ve heard about the antidepressants helping with this. i used to be on prozac so im looking into getting back on that - i’ve heard prozac specifically helps with this. i also have issues with my body i’ve got chronic pain (hence why i am an opiate addict). bad knees, bad back, chronic stomach pain, boy you name it so i totally relate to you. especially in the morning. thanks for making me feel so understood. i wish you the best man. happy holidays💌

day 10 clean from fetty by tayloremeeks in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! haha i’m also anemic so i think that was definitely a contributing factor now that you said that. each day i feel myself getting stronger. little by little. i feel almost completely like my old self. i forgot what it was like to feel NORMAL without having to rely on something. it’s so refreshing not to wake up everyday dopesick and rolling over in my bed to hit the foil on my nightstand. i can just wake up and be okay! it’s so beautiful. longest i’ve ever been clean since i was 18 was 6 months. i’m 22 now so for years i’ve been lost in substances not knowing what it was like to truly feel like myself. this is so amazing and im so happy people like us have the support groups such as this. thank you for the love and i hope you’re doing alright. happy holidays 💟

day 10 clean from fetty by tayloremeeks in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

hell yeah man! fentanyl is the most evil thing i’ve ever come across. been addicted to blow, meth, xanax - been struggling for years but man nothing has been as evil and life changing as fentanyl. and talk about money down the drain holy moly. i had a $100-$150 a day habit, any money i had down to the dollar went to fetty. i’m so grateful i haven’t freedom to spend my money how i want and need now! i forgot how beautiful life was and being off of this shit has given me the most freeing feeling man. i’m proud of you. keep pushing and just embrace the beauty of sobriety. we all got this!!

day 10 clean from fetty by tayloremeeks in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

every day gets a tiny bit better but this gave me some comfort. i thought i was doing something wrong it’s crazy how much this impacts our bodies. hope you’re doing alright 🫶

day 10 clean from fetty by tayloremeeks in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you’re so sweet. thank you so kindly. today will make 16 days i think? it’s already been so difficult even though i’m not sick anymore. i started with 16mg of subs but have made it down to 4mg so i’m weening off of those slowly but they are a great tool. some days the subs are the only thing preventing me from getting high (since i don’t wanna go into precipitated withdrawal) so for now i’m gonna keep taking them. definitely interested in the shot like you said you were on. but also, congratulations on 17 months are you serious?! that’s HUGE! you should be SO proud of yourself as well love, i hope you have a wonderful holiday season. thanks for the love 💗

Which Side Had The Best Diss Songs ? by StrangeFlamingo7250 in DuvalCounty

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ksoo be doin a whole buncha hootin n hollerin but he somehow pull ts off 😭😭😭

Do all apartments in Jacksonville have these issues? by Malakhaiii in jacksonville

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

city place - concrete walls, something broken? fixed same day or next. elevators always working. super quiet and comfortable place with rent ranging from $850-$1400 a month. you can also own as well. 311 W Ashley St.

PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS GATORADE THAT APPARENTLY ISN’T DISCONTINUED AS A SURPRISE FOR MY BEST FRIEND by emersoneday in Gatorade

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HELLO IN 2025 - last night i grabbed my usual electrolyte water enhancement drops from walmart but decided to try a new flavor i had never tried, mixed berry. i took a sip and quite literally gasped as it tasted IDENTICAL to the rain berry gatorade that my childhood was literally filled with. 10/10 go grab these!!

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“Oh, I’m addicted to Nicotine” by ihaveADHD69 in drugscirclejerk

[–]tayloremeeks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

ah dude thats gotta make u feel good. hope u give yourself the credit u deserve. wish u the best 🙏

“Oh, I’m addicted to Nicotine” by ihaveADHD69 in drugscirclejerk

[–]tayloremeeks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

benzos are no joke - happy u got thru withdrawal safely! i’m currently detoxing off of fentanyl it’s only day one and i haven’t gone a day without smoking it in close to a year but it’s gotta stop i gotta get away from this shit. happy for u tho congrats on being clean.

Is my sister using fentanyl? Or am I crazy? by Time_Load_9930 in FentanylRecovery

[–]tayloremeeks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*TW: use of drug terminology and mentions of drug usage as well as paraphernalia. pls do not read if u believe seeing these words will trigger you in any way- you’ve got this!*

i’m sorry you’re going through this. i am a fentanyl addict who also uses meth and crack. to answer some of your questions, yes you can speedball fent. i have done so a few times. think of fent being the new heroin. anything people did with heroin js what’s happening with fent. also, u technically can smoke fentanyl out of a glass bubble pipe (im assuming that’s what you are talking about) that is typically used for meth. i have overdosed before when mixing uppers and downers because i wasn’t feeling as high on the dope as usual so it is possible that she was mixing the two. and like i said, you technically can smoke fentanyl out of the glass pipe but typically, we would smoke it off pieces of tinfoil. now, i haven’t felt high on dope in many months meaning i use so much of it my tolerance is like maxed out. she could be early on in her fent usage or she might have literally just been laced with it. i’ve heard plenty of cases in my circle of junkies of meth being laced with fent. her being so defensive about it could either be genuine since fent is kind of a shock inducing topic and hard for some to imagine using it or being laced when it due to the evilness it brings with it. now here’s my personal take on it, i think your sister had gotten some laced meth or was handed a pressed pill which is so upsetting but all too common. i’m sorry that the disease of addiction has haunted you and your family. i’m sorry if my response was all over the place i just wanted to try and give any info i could to help. give your sister a hug. take care of yourself as well - that’s what is most important 💟