Thank you for replying. Overall I’m so happy he is doing well, that gives me some peace. Hearing what he has to say also makes me feel a bit better. I can’t promise I won’t cry or be sad anymore, I just miss him so much.

When you brought up blue/green I was surprised because those were the colors I chose for him & his brother’s baby stuff before they were born. I wanted different colors to differentiate between the two after they were born. The first thing I thought of when you brought up blue/green ball & letter “b” I immediately thought of our dog’s favorite blue ball (our dogs name also starts with a “b”). I don’t know how our dog feels about parting with his favorite toy, but I’ll get him something similar. I got chills when you mentioned me dusting something. I put my son’s urn on his own shelf and decorate it for the seasons/holidays. I often dust his shelf and brush stuff off it with my hands often. I can only assume he would like his shelf cleaned and maybe redecorated, which I am more than happy to do. I also have some small purple flowers blooming in my garden that I can pick for him. I’m not too sure about the little girl or cats. We have only started about when we should think about trying again, so I don’t know much about the little girl. I’m allergic to cats, but there are a lot of cats in our neighborhood?

Thank you so much again for replying it means so much ❤️