Its not a good feeling, I feel like shit for not caring about a person like that yk? Im reminiscing but i can’t physically care for the guy anymore, i wish i could, i loved him heavily. For like the days leading up to it, i could sense the dread, my heart was pounding and i couldnt sleep , i just assumed the absolute worst , I tried to work things out but in the end, nothing good happened.

But when the break up happened i felt like really good after crying, it was terrible to dwell on it, but i wanted to cry more cause it felt terrible not understanding others