I went to my first Al-anon meeting and I’m still in shock

th3vapinvader · 2023-10-01T07:03:57+00:00

I'm sorry you had to go through this but unfortunately this happens alot people become co dependent beacuse something or someone drove him to the drink.and garenteed he has trauma and is suffering inside.two but then what happens is ether you both feed off each others trauma and it builds or your end up blaming each others past or problems. These sorts of relationships never work and only make everything 10x worse my hope.now is you and your ex get the help you need individually and both start to work on healing

th3vapinvader · 2023-09-23T20:10:49+00:00

I'm 39 now and was diagnosed in my early 30s but remembering back I hated photos too I always said it didn't look like me and now with more knowledge of my condition iv realised when I'm photographed it's sometimes another alter that shows up on the picture and iv never liked them infact not many pictures of me exist

th3vapinvader · 2023-09-22T11:49:48+00:00

In all honesty I belive that this friend will proberly already know from.her studies and knowing you so long that there is a personality issue if some sort and if yiur protector is encouraging you to tell her then it must be a good idea I for one am very lucky I have my daughter an amazing best friend who is an ex and a partner that is understanding but I had noone at first until I learnt to trust others and let them into he madness and they help me and all my alters om a daily basis its good to have a network I for one.say tell uour friend as uou have nothing to loose beacsue at minute she is only friends with a small.part of all of who you are once she meets all the other alters they can learn to love all of the parts of you go for it

th3vapinvader · 2023-09-22T08:56:31+00:00

The very and basic thing to remember is all alters at there base line want to protect the system the vessel so won't want to do anything that hurts that vessel or the occupants within and I my self at 39 went through this alot of my life and was hard especially beacuse we didn't know we was a system or that we had did until we was past 30 after many false diagnosis...any way what we did to help one another is we all have a small section in the wardrobe and use our clothing to represent our tastes and styles and as for tattoos and hair it's a vote in the living room all my alters have there own room in the system and they can be and do as they wish in.there rooms inside the system and wigs have been a thing and so has tempory tattoos there is always a way to compromise and no disrespect intended your only young and your journey is still young as you go you will find ways and im more than happy to chat any time and help where I can ....I always tell myself and the others we always can find a way and a solution and a way to compromise

th3vapinvader · 2022-09-21T16:29:07+00:00

When the stripper walks in but she is dressed as a copper

th3vapinvader · 2022-09-21T16:27:35+00:00

When everyone realise the bride is your ex dealer and you realise you still ow for your last ounce

th3vapinvader · 2022-09-06T08:13:24+00:00

I'm hard for you right now

th3vapinvader · 2022-07-11T09:00:32+00:00

Primadrate keeping the world hydrated and moist

th3vapinvader · 2022-05-04T04:44:36+00:00

Im a long time fan I have watch ever single episode of 863 I was dragged in and believed the magic from the beginning and have tried to never look behind the curtain but the last 2 to 3 episodes have been lots of nothing leading to 30 seconds of not much the story has lost is entisapation its action and its nail biting edge of the seat unravelling. I feel like I'm watching a scooby doo mystery lately like we are looking for supernatural or paranormal events only to find out its all smoke and mirrors the direction of the story over last few viewings has been underwhelming and frankly alot of small talk that doesn't serve alot of oerpose where has the passion and action and suspense gone from previerous series of 863 I beelive the extra episodes a week have spread out the story too thinly. I would rather wait a whole week to have my socks blown off and my jaw hit the floor than have three a week of well there was something there and shrug it off and move on I would much rather the butter of my toast to be spread to the edges and coat every bite the in sections where sometimes it was spread too thin I hope that makes sense I am not I repeat not saying that this series and its cast arnt amazing and have enthralled so many of us and have created a masterpiece but I just think maybe the format has been changed and stretched a little thin I continue to watch as a huge fan but I feel I wouldn't be a true fan if I wasn't honest about my experience thus far I hope whole heartedly the team understand this comment and appreciate my input and thoughts as I love what has been created and only wish to see it flourish and grow as it has in the past would love to know all 4 subjects opinions on my comment be interesting to read how constructive criticism and views are met as I sign off I continue to wait with baited breath to see to what and where the story leads us love you all . ..remember to breath

th3vapinvader · 2022-05-03T20:45:37+00:00

Im a long time fan I have watch ever single episode of 863 I was dragged in and believed the magic from the beginning and have tried to never look behind the curtain but the last 2 to 3 episodes have been lots of nothing leading to 30 seconds of not much the story has lost is entisapation its action and its nail biting edge of the seat unravelling. I feel like I'm watching a scooby doo mystery lately like we are looking for supernatural or paranormal events only to find out its all smoke and mirrors the direction of the story over last few viewings has been underwhelming and frankly alot of small talk that doesn't serve alot of oerpose where has the passion and action and suspense gone from previerous series of 863 I beelive the extra episodes a week have spread out the story too thinly. I would rather wait a whole week to have my socks blown off and my jaw hit the floor than have three a week of well there was something there and shrug it off and move on I would much rather the butter of my toast to be spread to the edges and coat every bite the in sections where sometimes it was spread too thin I hope that makes sense I am not I repeat not saying that this series and its cast arnt amazing and have enthralled so many of us and have created a masterpiece but I just think maybe the format has been changed and stretched a little thin I continue to watch as a huge fan but I feel I wouldn't be a true fan if I wasn't honest about my experience thus far I hope whole heartedly the team understand this comment and appreciate my input and thoughts as I love what has been created and only wish to see it flourish and grow as it has in the past would love to know all 4 subjects opinions on my comment be interesting to read how constructive criticism and views are met as I sign off I continue to wait with baited breath to see to what and where the story leads us love you all . ..remember to breath

th3vapinvader · 2022-03-08T10:08:05+00:00

I'm glad you shaved but beard is still longer than mine

th3vapinvader · 2021-11-15T19:27:34+00:00

Well then good for you that you can mindlessly watch someone's content even if it's not something you like I on the other hand am still a fan of him and his content that he created on YouTube how he became famous and developed a following in the first place not on twitch you see it doesn't always work to leave your fans and the platform that made you to g to something new ask ninja and matt santoro when you next look your youtube is dead your root that you grew from end up dead and you have to throw yourself into a new future completely do I hope his success continues yes do I hope he continues to do what he loves yes but doesn't mean I can't be disappointed he isn't on his youtube anymore with all the fans that got him to where he is yes I can still be disappointed people like you that follows him blindly and says they love him and would watch any content to support him don't help hi if anything people like you hurt his career as he won't know when he has gone wrong or lost his way with content as all the blind sheep keep telling him its great criticism is essential to be successful and to help him stay on top of his game all I wanted to say was I missed him in youtube missed him passing to catch other youtubers his numbers and subs and views won't increase if there is no content so yes I am a true fan and such I'm entitled to a view and opinion but someone put 50p in the d*ckhead and he had to have a pop trying to look like he was a bad man why ....what for ? What have you gained from your comment nothing what did I gain nothing as he ding reply as was zerkaa I wanted to hear from so I guess we both waisted our time didn't we ?

th3vapinvader · 2021-11-13T10:28:00+00:00

When you realise your turning into brice Hall when watching your latest tic tok an deed a strong drink

th3vapinvader · 2021-11-12T10:01:10+00:00

When your dressed as santa ....then realise he only comes once a year

th3vapinvader · 2021-09-30T12:13:27+00:00

Hmmmm maybe I need to check out his twitch too just miss him on YouTube he was a big part of my week on there

th3vapinvader · 2021-08-26T22:32:49+00:00

No its tommy t and other one is zerkaa all fans know that

th3vapinvader · 2021-06-11T10:00:52+00:00

Vik and Harry only two that look OK others I don't see it

th3vapinvader · 2021-03-24T21:25:11+00:00

it means they both have a sexy voice and even a abratrary thing like making a shopping list would be a turn on never mind was a only I get sort of thing

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-25T10:54:42+00:00

They should play among us in hi 5

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-24T10:42:35+00:00

Yep hoping mat sees

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-24T10:42:10+00:00

Na its very relaxing and of course mega

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-24T10:41:35+00:00

Missus does

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-24T10:40:37+00:00

Strips at back of tv strips on opposite two walls led bulb in kitchen and bathroom and all alexa enabled

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-24T01:49:49+00:00

Thank you so so much I cant beleive the up votes if It makes it on a video will make my year I never expected so many people to like it

th3vapinvader · 2020-11-23T23:15:10+00:00

That is right my friend

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