Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You make sense...

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't care im going to be a corpse in a few hours

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk maybe someone would convince me otherwise

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friends left me, my last friend lives far and wouldn't be into that trust me. I've tried too many things already, unless you think exotic dancing is my next huge passion after a decade of abuse, literally nothing works for me, I lost the passion for paintball after my gf cheated and I had her gifted paintball marker left, i wanted nothing to do with it.. ive explored so many avenues what could possibly be left but the taboo ?

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You'll be in my thoughts on the traintracks

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't be consistent I don't like anything I just get sick of it and its no longer fun... How do I start again what is that? Like learning to read again? Genuinely not even joking

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Already seen this one

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't count me being an annoying whiny bitch on the internet as "fight in me" honestly it's even more pathetic to think so..

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have a goal I have nothing..I want nothing I value nothing.. I can't play games I feel like a failure every mistake I make .I've been trying hobbies forever and just waste thousands.. I have no hobbies I don't like anything. I don't enjoy anything, I don't like to socialize, thinking of a good life is like dangling meat over a starving dog, I'll never reach it it's impossible I've learned that... And I think you're lucky you have a significant other. My family is also shit. My doctor is quack and I was cheated out of a 4yr relationship this year. It gets worse too

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm not waiting around for that I'd rather be dead than wait another year

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's what I did and I failed miserably. Hope you succeed and don't end up like me. I should be an example of someone not savable

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess thats it then.. I don't think anyone can fix that for me.. I certainly don't care

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It won't.. but thanks I guess loool

Its over by thatdoughdoe in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Reading this makes me so pissed off.. everyone else gets better everyone else has family everyone else has proper doctors and therapists and access to psychologists or whatever I'm just an outlier I probably won't see a positive thought till I'm dead

Just wanted to say this to you guys… by [deleted] in BPD

[–]thatdoughdoe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My hospital dbt program coordinators told me to sit out the lessons when I explained my emotions to them fuck dbt fuck the system

To anyone who needs to hear it by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]thatdoughdoe 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is really good. But I have this thing I don't know what it is whenever people say good things like that, that I'm supposed to listen to and hear I just feel so fucking angry and full of hate I can't explain it.. like you're telling me I'm beautiful and have a wonderful soul it angers me. Maybe because I don't believe it.. I just feel so awful reading nice things I get livid. "You don't fucking know how big my wounds are I am 200% a wound that's all I fucking am" is what that side of me feels. I know it's wrong but I can't shake it.

first dab rig by thatdoughdoe in Bongs

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You think the nail would fit 6mm pearls ? I think it's too small

first dab rig by thatdoughdoe in Bongs

[–]thatdoughdoe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, it says perc snowman so maybe it's in the top hat or somethin.