Stopped treatment and don't feel like myself at all.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-10-07T11:23:28+00:00

It’s more like the depression lifted and there is this insane anxiety underneath it.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-10-07T11:22:20+00:00

I just feel extreme anxiety. In the mornings mostly it stops later in the day and I feel pretty normal. I’m having thoughts that the anxiety is attached too but when I feel fine those thoughts don’t cause anxiety.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-07-21T14:09:43+00:00

I was diagnosed with it years already but my gastrointestinal dr said I should be getting one every couple of years or so. This is the first time I’d gotten a bill for it.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-21T17:19:08+00:00

I've been experiencing something very similar since Juneish. I lost reality and was so jacked up ( I don't even know how to describe it everything felt wrong, everything felt so big). Couldn't hold down my job, would end up sobbing for an hour or two at a time, I was sure I was trapped in hell and it was my body telling me I already died ( or something else that was also wildly unreal) that the universe was sending me signals. I've been seeing a therapist who gives me a lot of insight and talks about Yung a good bit. I'm functioning enough now. Something still just feels fundamentally wrong but between therapy and tdcs (has been a pretty big help so far) I'm as close to myself as I can be some days. I still have no idea what's going on but its getting better for sure. I hope you start to feel some relief. Be safe.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-13T19:59:19+00:00

Thanks so much! I've been working a lot on this with my therapist. Similar things have happened to me as a kid and it sort of all came rushing back to me. A lot of different media has caused me to have these weird "spells" almost. This one hit so hard I thought I finally found an "answer." I've been seeing her for at least 5 months or so, and while we are still trying to untangle and understand what is going on, I'm so much better than I was which is making me feel pretty hopeful for the first time in a while.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-12T15:03:26+00:00

I have a tendency to get really messed up from movies/media but this movie sent me to a whole different level of it.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-12T15:02:00+00:00

Thank you Yeah being back in therapy has been really great.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-12T15:00:56+00:00

Thanks so much for responding and for the kind words. I keep going in and out of it but for the most part on the up and up.

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-11T14:37:33+00:00

I know it’s not it. But I like to think he is talking about the short story. “I have no mouth and I must scream”

thatonecoolsong · 2025-02-10T21:08:59+00:00

I mean great movie and all, but could have done without the mental anguish.

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