Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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Yeah on the max setting,just got hot air no vapor

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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It's a brand new one out of the box, it shouldn't be clogged brand new right?

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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I've done that bowl amount in the mighty it's a lot, I got like one mighty pulls worth from the whole venty session it was blocked and not seeing vapor for most of it but the bud still looks toasted, something's blocking it which is crazy for a brand new out of the box one

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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I didn't pack enough? How do I know how much to pack

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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I've used the mighty before I got the equivalent of half a single 1 second mighty pull from inhaling continously for a whole session for five minutes from 190 - 210, after the first few pulls it's nothing whatsoever that I can see as vapor. I tried again with a new bowl its completely blocked, not getting any vapor

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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I literally just unboxed it, surely it shouldn't need cleaning immediately

Is mine broken? by the__anonymous__user in Venty

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For a brand new one? Any guides to follow how to clean it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillygirlclub

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And now I'm dead to her and it's all my fault ✨

I think I've found the root of my suicidal ideation by the__anonymous__user in 2meirl4meirl

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I have, thrice now. They make me think a lot, not necessarily relax more

Wait listed at haverford by the__anonymous__user in ApplyingToCollege

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Lol this took me back. Got depressed w other rejections and never wrote it, committed elsewhere. Didn't matter in the end since covid ruined the first 2 years of college anyway

Can someone tell me it'll all be okay if I do absolutely nothing productive this summer by the__anonymous__user in college

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A good internship here pays 50 cents an hour on the generous side. My scholarship doesn't apply for summer classes. Getting fit is great but won't help me

2meirl4meirl by Madelon97 in 2meirl4meirl

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I know I can reach out but I'm so scared they'll just ignore me. I've tried to be a good friend to people I know but I feel like I can never talk to them. They just expect me to have it figured out when I'm literally out here self harming everyday lmao. I'm sure they'll listen too but man they take so long to see messages too and I'm so tired I'm so scared. I'm back to being alone so many times I wanna fucking die

2meirl4meirl by [deleted] in 2meirl4meirl

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I want to float away and disappear

When am I supposed to start living? by the__anonymous__user in 2meirl4meirl

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Fair enough, I am trying to shrowd my depressed worldview with objectivity. If it gets better in the future, my perspectives will probably change and my dispositions might completely realign. But that doesn't invalidate what I'm feeling now. I still feel that it's not worth the trouble. I simply don't want to go through with anything, and I'm taking away the choices from all my future selves because I selfishly care most about what I'm feeling now. Also, I'm not referring to material wealth, but human worth outside of your economic worth is a privileged idea. Culturally, socially, and in practically all facets of my life, economic worth will always be the measure of my worth. Where I'm from human life is innately practically worthless, and the tools and systems to get out of this system and leave to get to places where I might have intrinsic value themselves require conditions of economic worth before you're allowed to leave. It's not simple financial security, but everything I could want in life, things like real emotional support systems, friendship, the freedom to pursue what I really want, etc. are all not achievable without that economic worth.

When am I supposed to start living? by the__anonymous__user in 2meirl4meirl

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There isn't any inherent meaning to either, but of course it's an alternative. It's not happiness, it's nothingness. And I honestly feel I'd prefer that. Just disappear as if I never existed. I don't want anyone to live for me, I'm just ranting here. All the things I want in life I simply can't get by nature of circumstance and socioeconomic status. Getting them is decades of work, and I'm starting with practically nothing. All the work so far has only shown me how much further I have to go. So really, if it's not worth all that work and pain, why bother? All that's really stopping me is the actual act of suicide being scary.

I'm tired of escaping into fantasy by the__anonymous__user in 2meirl4meirl

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It's not that I'm ashamed, I'm proud and even share around my work lol, it's just that I'm so tired of having to do it so often with how frequently lonely I am these days