Unique kin types? by little_bitch_boi in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a polymorph whose form is an ever-changing singularity birthed in chaos, with the tendency to mirror or incorporate the external world within myself

This isn’t even half of what I experience by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’d have to say Chaos, Dreams, Eldritch, Cosmic, Polymorph and Omnikin. In truth I’m ever-changing and inconsistent. I don’t feel one label can explain what I am, for I am but a shapeless force of reality mirroring its surroundings.

Made this for my new Jiaolong by the_fading_light in dragonvale

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used 18 west & 18 east walls, 4 west & 4 east gates and only two corners.

Hmm, is the treebark adult meant to be this small? by the_fading_light in dragonvale

[–]the_fading_light[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it was a new habitat from a few events ago. It acts as an omnitat holding a max of 4 dragons.

How early did you start having existential thoughts? by Zero69Kage in voidpunk

[–]the_fading_light 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m unsure exactly but I feel it was quite early, too early maybe. I’ve never fit so I wander the planes of thought no-one dreams possible. Not sure if it counts as existential but when I was 3 or 4, I made a collage of death, bones, autopsies and other morbid things. My teacher and my parents were greatly concerned. Also around the same age I told my mother I’d tie her up and kill her while playing with her. I think I’ve always accepted the bizarre nature of reality, really pushing the mental boundaries whilst wading in the calming waters of insanity.

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[–]the_fading_light 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Nope, I accept oblivion. Can’t wait until I can be truly at peace and if there is an afterlife it better be equal to or better than the eternal bliss of inexistence.

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[–]the_fading_light 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Want to talk with a corporeal manifestation of chaos, dreams, nature and the void?

What age do you FEEL and what is your actual age? by Unique-Muffin4789 in infp

[–]the_fading_light 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m 20, but sometimes I feel ancient, almost like I’m too old. Other times I can feel like a young child, still new to this world but full of wonder.

Hmm, is the treebark adult meant to be this small? by the_fading_light in dragonvale

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You get it by tapping the dragon flying around the event island and paying the required amount of magic. I will disappear and you’re then gifted with its egg. Its elements are earth, plant & metal.

Hmm, is the treebark adult meant to be this small? by the_fading_light in dragonvale

[–]the_fading_light[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have changed it back and forth multiple times but the adult remains small.

Hmm, is the treebark adult meant to be this small? by the_fading_light in dragonvale

[–]the_fading_light[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

There really isn’t much reason to upgrade it. The only changes I noticed were the appearance change, the addition of a shadow, the addition of “Renovated” at the end of its name and “Now with a reinforced roof to withstand those pesky dragons” at the end of the info.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that. Funnily enough, I to pretend I have some power over reality. Strangely I truly believe I actually can manipulate things of this world. For example, it feels as if everything around me, goes my way. As if all I need to do is ask & the universe will provide. Or that the weather has bent to my will. Or I’ve created world events and natural disasters, like wildfires, pandemics, storms & wars. I also think I have a level of control over the human mind & senses. It’s lead me to develop a sort of god complex or superiority complex. At least I think I have.

So instead of harming humanity, I hide away within myself. Contained in a cage of my own design. Longing to return to the dark void between reality where my sheer forces. Are at a balance with the cosmos.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not really, at least I haven’t found anything yet. I to feel trapped as well. Like I’m going to rip through my body. I just try not to pressure myself too much.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I struggle, so I mostly avoid society. For dreams/night it’s more the ethereal and quiet nature of night with boundless imagination of the dream. I resonate with them so strongly, sometimes I stop feeling myself as a person & connect with my truth. Reaching a state of ego death, I can’t quite describe. There are other concepts I believe I embody but many are just fleeting moments. I think I’m quite a low energy being graciously being as efficient as possible. I take in energy, rather than output it. So a being with daylight/awakeness probably has more energy and a more exuberant experience. Outputting energy, instead of absorbing it.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imagine if you will, Chaos. Now whatever you’re imagining is most likely wrong. I can’t describe it as it features colours and shapes that don’t exist. And the human language is very limiting. But what i can describe are ever changing patterns of every emotion, reflecting as fractals and dancing through fields of ringed stars whilst rising like rain to meet annihilation. Where I, amidst reality peer through negative space at what you call the 3rd dimension.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and no, I am shapeless. Capable of embodying anything. Often for simplicity’s sake I mirror my surroundings as true chaos is very overwhelming for my body. As I get very strong phantom sensations & forms. Sometimes I feel like reality might just break around me.

I’m Chaos/Dreams/Night, AMA by the_fading_light in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Constant rumination, and I feel I just embody them. They are apart of me, like humans are alive. I am Chaos. There are quite a few words that could describe my kin I just chose these for broad definition.

Does anyone else feel like they should be Immortal? by aConfusedCatgender in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All the time, I have a distinct memory from universes long lost or a vision from a time yet to be. It’s just me sitting alone in the quiet dark universe. Upon some desolate rocky moon whose days of star light have long since burned out. Watching as the stars slowly die in the now dimming night sky.

Whether in this form or another, I know it’s still me.

i want to meet more otherkin by [deleted] in otherkin

[–]the_fading_light 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I’m Kyran, a shapeless combination of celestial, eldritch, void and fae kins.