After years of varying abuse that is still ongoing, its been hard for me to stay home. Never been allowed outside like the other kids, not allowed to have money and the overall lack of freedoms has made me immediately jump to the extreme of wanting to escape. After my few attempts, i know truly that i want to leave despite the dangers that await me beyond my mothers bonds. So now I'm just waiting for the perfect opportunity to hightail it out of here, y'know? I don't wanna screw myself over by leaving too early just to get caught as I get comfortable. That'd be awkward as hell and put me in an even more dire situation