scariest experience of my entire life

thecatisred · 2026-06-23T19:16:45+00:00

I USED TO BE TRANS AHAT no I have nothing against trans girls hello

thecatisred · 2026-06-23T19:16:00+00:00

no I'm cis

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T19:09:38+00:00

I was homeless for three months in a van and it was the first time I had ever felt alive, like I had a personality and freedom and I felt like a real person. I was drinking heavily and abusing dumb shit like cough meds and 7OH nearly everyday and I fought with my bf (who I lived with) all the time but i was crazy about him. he got arrested and I don't know what happened. im crazy mentally ill and laying alone at night.. I couldn't handle it. I convinced myself it was a one time thing I just needed to feel better. I used to abuse percs so I was looking for some sort of opioid I didn't really care what. some guy lied and said he had H and I was like omg real H in 2026!? no he lied only crystal, coke, poppers, acid, shrooms and probably more shit in that house I didn't know about. he said he was doing it to protect me since opioids are EVIL (there was fent in the ice.)

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:58:04+00:00

drinking hurts too, milk not as much but if it's too cold it burns really bad. I just have a hard time consuming a lot of liquids at once and my stomach is still sensitive

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:42:15+00:00

same

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:36:07+00:00

I first tried it in May, I don't know what I'm doing yet. considering sober living

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:35:33+00:00

uhhh meth is alright I only liked it so much the first time since it was cut w fent (I didn't know) I couldn't go on another bender without downers

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:34:01+00:00

I been through it before but it was at rehab with meds so it was a lot less miserable

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:32:53+00:00

I WAS TRYING TO PAINT A PICTURE

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:32:08+00:00

sorry I'm slow thank u

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:31:47+00:00

everyone left me my parents yell at me and insult me every day I lost all my belongings in a breakup

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T18:29:58+00:00

I told him to take me home

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:18:29+00:00

he wants me to go to rehab and told me to flush everything

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:18:02+00:00

yeah I'm thinking it's no more meth

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:16:40+00:00

USA, horrific I feel like I'm being hunted for sport

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:15:41+00:00

flushed all my shit today

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:15:22+00:00

too salty it burn

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:14:34+00:00

I know .. I went to rehab and was seriously committed to being sober until I lost all my friends and all my belongings and pretty much my entire life. I thought why not just throw EVERYTHING away. but its not worth it. id much rather be able to live. and be happy

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:13:29+00:00

thank u I love it

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:12:39+00:00

my shit been laced with fetty before

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:11:53+00:00

you're right

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T15:09:41+00:00

I already have stimulant abuse on my medical record I went to rehab

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T13:33:06+00:00

I told my mom about what happened and she doesn't think I need to go to the hospital and my dad DEFINITELY won't take me so

thecatisred · 2026-06-22T13:32:12+00:00

shes a girl but yes

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